i dont know why im writing all this in my journal because im not sure if anyone will read it but i just have to vent. my dad (aka:shitfucker)decided to get my pet turtle (yes...i HAD a turtle) and go to a random pond and throw it in there. So now, Mr.Turtle is going to die because it can't live on its own. So the outcome of all this is im grounded ( Read more... )

does anyone actually read my journal?........

first off....HEY LINDSAY....so yeah some sick fuck has a pic of a vagina in is livejournal....he needs to die! i opened up his livejournal in the computer lab in school too i was like......"GROSS!!!!!!" yeah it was some what embarrassing. So yeah life sucks right now.... i want a boyfriend but then again i dont....if that makes any sense, im messed ( Read more... )

As most of you know i was a cheerleader. well sense cheerleading tryouts are just around the corner me and my parents(mostly my mum) have been at an on-going battle on why i have to do cheerleading. Basically the way the fights come out is its either cheerleading or a sucky junior year with no driving and no friend time, to sum it all up...no life ( Read more... )

So, I'm very sure about this entry. I can't wait for the new year to come. I will feel as if all the stupid mistakes I made this year will be gone. All the stress will disappear(hopefully). A brand new start...thats how everyone should look at it right? I feel like this new year will seem like going to a new school. Not knowing anyone. People not ( Read more... )

Yes, well today was very boring. i begged and begged for my dad to let me get a cell phone. i think i'll have one by the end of the holiday. ahh i love that phone.....so yeah. I watched the end of this movie on lifetime. It was very very sad. it was about this senior and he had brain cancer and died.He had a girlfriend and everything, it was just ( Read more... )

Holidays at my house consists of yelling. At dinner my dad kept saying how our whole family is so damn loud and how my sisters and I should get along. Then, they go on about how we don't appreciate them and that "we will miss them when their gone". I love my family...its so full of joy. NOT! Actually the suitable word would be shit. So, this year I ( Read more... )

Well as you should know from my last entry, kris spent the night so we stayed up talking to pitiful little horn dogs until 2:00am. YEAH WE'RE COOL!!!I'm kinda mad because I'm not really in the christmas mood. It just doesn't feel like christmas to me at all. Anyways, so when kris and I woke up we decided to go out with my oldest sister jennifer to ( Read more... )

I'm really bored. Unfortunately thats nothing new. *SIGH* okay,my last entry really didnt satisfy me because i have more to say. First, i read one of alinas entrys and i feel like a bitch. we both never hang out anymore...we just grew apart. She went through a hard time and me being one of her friends i should be there for her. It made me realize ( Read more... )

So, I decided to go get my permitted today. Sadly, I failed the laws part. I wanted to just sit there and cry. I'm pissed so watch out! AND if you read this and find out I failed DO NOT MENTION IT!!!! Anyways so the next day I can go is on the 30th and I'm hoping that my dad will be kind enough to take me ( Read more... )