two very important people hurt me tonight

i feel sad

and i cried...but i will be ok now.

cause whatever someone wants to say about me will never be true...
i just thought more highly of YOU!
but ill never be enuff for you...never pretty enuff
never good enuff

a STORY ( Read more... )

i feel i must sigh the biggest sigh i have ever sighed!

life is funny isnt it?
i have too much to say

brb cig time

well, confusion is just one reason why i am alone right now, everyone else wants him to, so how could i win? how could i stand out? i am just me, a girl afraid to be alone but i am alone. not without friends, but just not with the one that makes me happy...where are you ( Read more... )

i have been sick for almost 3 days now...i didnt feel good monday, i had the worst cough, then that night i broke out into a fever of 102, it sucked i started like freaking out because my body was so hot, and nothing would bring it down, i kept the fever all day tuesday, and all night, i woke up with a fever still, so i am going to the doctor. i ( Read more... )

holy shit

you
have
my
heart
always
and
forever

8 2 3

holy crap

i talked to kc oxford the other day out of ble

he is AMAZING

i WISH HE KNEW HOW MUCH I CARED

for anyone who knows jamie hill

jamie is the sweetest girl and she doesnt deserve what she has gone through after the car accident she almost lost her love of her life

but he made it through his coma
but ended up dieing from an overdose
r.i.p mike

:( so sad! if you know jame page her and let her know you love her cause she is hurting...

holy crap it has been ages since i have been on this thing...prolly cause i dont talk to anyone from TO anymore, but i was just sitting here thinkin and i thought i would write in livejournal for MYSELF. just to keep myself occupied. ok well i got sent to century highschool and i finished up there. my 'rents were A LITTLE bit sad that i wasnt going ( Read more... )

love is so powerfull!
let me tell you
i really miss ryan right now
he is so far from me right now.
and his picture just doesnt do him justice but i love him so much and i hope everyone had a good christmas
my christmas wasnt the best but i saw someone for the first time in so long. and it felt so good
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmk
i love ryan
bye