what a weird twist of fate... i went out with mehmet's "buddy" vulkan yesterday, with the intent of just going to get him to bugger off, and instead of that, we ended up having a really nice time, hung out 9 hrs and it was all so sweet =) it was the first time in a while that i got home at 1am =) i'm still grinning from last night, and he just ( Read more... )

ducks.

so it appears i'm going to have surgery in a month. hmm.

should i send a holiday card to bill? should i tell him my feelings? they are not getting any weaker. opinions? advice? thanks!

i think dating erik acted as a shield to what i really felt about things, and now that he's no longer here, it's blatently obvious that i never got over bill, that i want him back, and i don't know how/if he'll ever want me back. i wish there was a painless way to just tell him how i feel without the pressure of losing him as a friend even if he ( Read more... )

i called bill the other night without the intent of actually talking to him. but then he answered and i couldn't seem to hang up ( Read more... )

i think i am really bad at picking jobs. so far, with my second job since graduation, i have been unhappy with both. so i am looking for another job yet again. this weekend, i'm going to spruce up my resume a bit, and apply for three that i found within the uw page. one's in the oceanography dept, and it sounds really cool. it's a field position ( Read more... )

I got the call back FINALLY and I start my new job on Monday!!! i'm excited :-D

and in other news, i get to go to Pulman to visit my honey for the weekend :-D so yay for that too!

i hate you. hate hate hate hate hate. HATE. and i hate the fact that you cannot see this message, nor will you care that i hate you. but i hate you. and if you read this, i hope youknow it's you to whom i'm refering. i hate you. HATE HATE HATE

weeee i got a job offer at UW primate center!! waiting on another job before i say yes, but boy this is exciting :o)