so today at school will came up to me and was like "so how have u been" and shyt...and i had the biggest smile on my face from last night. steve is going to ask me out. he likes me alot. last night i found this out. well will was like "ur legs look so sexy in that skirt, i just want to eat u up" and i was like "u lost that chance"....then at lunch ( Read more... )

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so i just woke up about 2 hours ago and i am still very tired. i went to breakfeast and BLAH! i saw andrea and she told me that will is seeing another girl. what ever. i care but i dont. its just so dissapointing. life. why cant we just make things happen? why cant i just wish things and have them be done? what the fuck? does anyone else go through ( Read more... )

ya....so one week and one day...ive been single. and i can do it.i went to the beach on thursday with steve and i like him alot. he is very smart and gorgeous. he was born in england and i LIKE HIM!!!!!! i really like him. alot. but were just friends for right now.....i dont want a boyfriend for a while. i actually am feeling very liberated because ( Read more... )

ya so tonighyt was the concert, and it rocked....but again, will broke up with me today bcuz "he fell outa love with me"....damn...im so confused. one yr. he owes me 369 days of my life. ass whole! grrrrrrrr it hurts. i dont know what to say....

wow- happy valentines day ( Read more... )

wow- i am so blah today....i had a feeling that he wrote back to me...but then i go on and there is nothing from him. no word. just 3 texts in 2 days and then hes gone again. who are u? i had a dream last night that i finished school in miami. i droped out of jhs and went to miami and finished at vhs. and he saw me. and it was like b4. i can make ( Read more... )

i wish he would die.seriously. then maybe id be able to not think about the "what ifs". what the fuck happened?who am i?im going back down there.i have to. but not untill im able to stay.i dont want to be here ne more. i cant stand not knowing. so im going. but i have a long quest for perfection b4 i leave. it has to be done. i would never be able ( Read more... )

hey well i was kinda heated today because i saw that he has someone. but who am i to get mad? i have some one too, and ive been going out with him for a year. wow- a fucking yr in 4 days. wahoo! damn anthony...i do miss u...but i wont let u hurt me again. yet i keep chcking my phone....where r u? how r u? do u know? do u feel this too? u are a lier ( Read more... )

he wont stop. he wont leave me alone. why? what did i do to u besides ty to forget. u cant keep doing this. i am as happy now as i can e...but then u come back and stir up myshyt. why? is this a game to u? thats so dick. ya so mr. fucking perfect sent me a text message that was like "oh can i have 2 or 3 pics of u from 2003?" why? why do u want ( Read more... )