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I wrote this on Shauni's livejournal but I am posting here and on my other livejournal because I feel it needs to be said
My mom woke me up when it happened, she told me about and told me to call you. I'm sorry for being a complete dork and falling back asleep. I'm really gald everyone in your family is okay. I think I! would die if anything happened to them. I agree with you about terrorists. They suck. I don't understand why they find the need for vilionce. I don't mean that I don't see why they would think it's the answer to all their little problems, but I mean that I don't see why anyone would want to do that. I don't understand this whole taking over the world thing. I don't understand this being the bigger power thing. I don't understand the obsession with being better, or having more. I know that at times I have been envious of people and the things they have, but never to point were I have thought, or wanted to have them dead or out of my way to get what I want. This is a concept that is foriegn to me. "You must die for my happiness." Ek. What if everyone had that philosphy? Everyone would be dead in a matter of days. And those would be alive would live in constant fear, and eventually be dead becuase people would envy the fact that they aren't be sought after. I don't understand any of this. Why do people have to do such stupid things? Why does there have to be so much hate? Why can't people accept people for who they are, and not jugde them by the amount of money they make, the color of there skin, their religion, their sexual preference, or their intelligence? I'm sorry this turned out to be a rant but I had to say all this stuff at one point or another, and you, my love, are the person I deem most likely to accept and understand, the person who will not jsut take everything at face value. You my dear are one of the people who would die first, because your understanding is amazing!!!