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[tinkerhell1224]

Hmmm, since no one actually reads this I could go into my hellish trip to Florida. But, since no one actually reads this what would be the point

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[3quartermoon]

::hug::

[tinkerhell1224]

::big hug right back at ya!::

[deadcabdriver]

haha so im looking at my friends page and i see your icon and im like wtf is that?! and then i look at it and its YOU! so im like WHOA what TRIP! youre updating and its been like a YEAR
yeah...nifty stuff
bad times for you it seems?

[tinkerhell1224]

Yup, it's me. I know I havent' posted in forever. I actually signed on today as I was trying to locate a picture someone was telling me about. ANOTHER long story...

My darling daughter, when isn't something f-ed up in my life? I don't think I know of a time where things were moving along smoothly, without some sort of glitch to just remind me of the pathetic existence I am. I dunno, perhaps I am being melodramatic, but I am entitled. I have had a rough time of it from the beginning and sometimes I wonder just how much laughter and hysteria I give God on a daily basis as he watches me slam my head into that f-ing wall he put up in front of me.

But, I do love you and hope that if anything, my troubles should show you what NOT to do in life. Yeah, that's it. I was put here to be a warning to others.

haha

[deadcabdriver]

well..at least youve figured out YOUR mission...youre ahead of a lot of people.
maybe thats why that someone said they aspire to be you.

[tinkerhell1224]

Yes, bu serving as a woarning to others isn't a great aspiration. I want to be remembered for having contributed to society ina positive way - not necessarily giving people reasons to avoid certain things. But thanks!