Eddie and I finally split ways for good. No hard feelings seeing as though I was prepared for it. It came easier than I thought. I'm going to miss him a great deal, but it's time to pick myself up, and move on. Things end. It happens. But so many things have happened in the past few weeks that I realize I can't keep holding on to such things ( Read more... )

I'm moving back home to Fort Lauderdale, FL ( Read more... )

Apparently my landlords want to do a walk through of my apartment. I'm thinking about not hiding the cats, and seeing if they'll ask me to leave, and I can get out of the lease. Little by little they are being reviled as not that great of people, and my apartment is quickly kinda falling apart ( Read more... )

I had a job interview today. Cross fingers ( Read more... )

An upkeep of my life at the moment:

-I graduate tomorrow. Fucking finally. I am a Surgical Technologist.-I made an "oops" and took Plan B. Now I'm just waiting to be able to pee on a stick to ease my nerves. Eddie's, too ( Read more... )

oh, hey LiveJournal. What's up?

Nothing new to report. No boys. Newton is growing up. School is almost done. I'm kind of a hermit. I miss my mom more than I should. My apartment is haunted.

That's pretty much it. Life at this point in time isn't so bad.

Who would have thought locking yourself out of your apartment could cost so much. One push of a button, and you've just lost a full tank of gas ( Read more... )

"I love you. And I'm going to miss you so very much. My heart feels heavy every time I think about you leaving ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is seriously the last time I'll see him ever ( Read more... )

I'm an emotional mess inside.

I miss him so much.

But it's different than before. Before when I missed him, I had a chance to see him. This time I don't. Or at least I can't let myself.

He wants to see me next weekend. I want to see him. But I can't let myself.

How do you get over something like this?On a lighter note, I'm only happy when ( Read more... )