YAY!!! I'm soooo happy!!!!! Do you like my journal?? I gave it a make-over! I even uploaded some pix for the little icon thingy! It's the first tattoo I got- the one on my lower back!! When I find my webcam, I'll change it to the one on my shoulder- it's prettier than the lily anyway- but I still love my lily! Aren't you proud of me? HAHAHA!! I ( Read more... )

OK- so my parents suck, and yet again have highly disappointed me. I don't know why I believe anything they have to say- ever. I didn't leave today, I'm not leaving tomorrow... probably the earliest I can leave is Wednesday. This sucks. On top of it, they keep calling me selfish because I'm really upset. Seriously, you people don't know how much I ( Read more... )

OK, so I stole some of this from Brit- sorry ( Read more... )

I feel like my chest is closing in on me- like my lungs are getting smaller. My mind keeps spinning and spinning in circles. It's almost like I'm developing some odd anxiety complex. People are driving me insane. I feel like I really don't belong here. It's beautiful, but I'm not so sure it's for me... at least, not without my friends- my real ( Read more... )

Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others ( Read more... )

This isn't my lyrical genius folks- the credit goes to Jesse. I just loved it when he sent it to me, so now I'm sharing it with you. If you see this, and want me to take it down Jes all you have to do is say the word... but I'm sure everyone will love it. Anyway, enjoy ( Read more... )

That stupid online dating service that someone signed me up for (NOT FUNNY) keeps sending me emails... I've signed on a few times trying to figure out how to delete the stupid profile membership thing whatever, but it won't let me. Whatever. I'm using it to my advantage... no I'm not cheating on Pierce. I'm not stupid. They have this thing where ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy of the life I live, and everything I have should belong to someone else. Every now and then I turn into a snob and I think that nothing will ever quite be good enough. I relish the moments when everything feels just right, when I feel like I belong where I am, I know who I am, when I have nothing to hide from ( Read more... )

What's up my long-distanced pals? Sorry no communicado in long time- me still live in box. Ok, I'll stop with the stupid crap. So yeah, Livin in Orlando. It's living at least. I have to say it's really interesting to be away from all the Atlanta drama some of you folks put on me. It's refreshing ( Read more... )

I'm so tired but I can't sleep ( Read more... )