im all alone

[tintinandsnowy]

god i feel so lonely right now.... i hate to feel this way beacause i have friends and family that love me but as eveyone is finding an awesome boyfriend i feel completly alone...almost like something is wrong with me....its never happened before and never seems like it will.....i feel as if im kidding myself to ever imagine finding someone..it

Comments

[goodbrunette]

Dearest Gen!

Well Gen, I used to think nobody would ever want me. Everyone around me was getting their perfect boyfriends( who they broke up with a few weeks later, heehee) and i felt totally alone, and disgusted with myself. I guess I never tried to find a boyfriend or anything, but thats just because I some reason convinced myself I didn't deserve one or something like that. Its kind of funny because... the day before, well the NIGHT before Justin asked me out, in my LJ I wrote..

" I guess If I want a guy, then I'm going to have to stop being so down on myself, eh?"

Then it happened. I'm not saying that that will happen or anything, hehe, but I'm just saying, your person will come to you soon, Genevieve! They will love you for everything about you, that is wonderful, like all of your friends do! I know I do!!

(^_^) Just keep waiting for your prince charming.

<3 Sarah <3

[pickled_cyanide]

yeah i'm finding myself in that loop needing someone to be 'happy' (a girl though). I think the whole relationship thing is overrated anyway. I thought i had the perfect girl....but yeah we just won't go into that

[bigoghar]

Gen cheer up kid there's someone for every one i was talking to Amanda today and shes having boy troubles too but i know there is someone that will love u just they way u are and feel confident too because feeling bad about ur self will get bad attention trust me i tried well any who just wait there could be a man just around the corner