I just wanted to say good bye. Not in a suicidal way either this time. Good, huh?
Do you ever feel like you've created such a huge problem out of your life that there isn't a chance in hell you could ever turn it around? CHECKCEHCKCHECKFUCKINGCHECK! This may sound really over dramatic, but I'm going to start over. Like seriously start the fuck ( Read more... )

And by "New Hair" I mean hair that is significantly different from my usual shoulder length light brown boring-ness.  Sure, sometimes I go crazy and add a few colorful streaks, or cut it to my chin *gasp*!  But usually it's boring and self cut.

Today I looked up how to put your hair into temporary dreadlocks.  I have about 4 dreads, two on each side ( Read more... )

Due to my paranoid nature, my journal is now friends only.

I write a lot.  A whole fucking lot.
It's all repetitive though.  I write about my life and my life consists of:

• Starving myself.
• Binging and purging.
• Self harm.
• Whiny rants about the inconveniences of being malnourished.
• Throwing my life down the toilet because I can't ( Read more... )