can't take back what i said
can't take back what i said
can't take back what i said
once again i opened my big mouth and ruined everything.
but Hip Hop auditions were good, it was fun to teach / judge
I'm skipping dance tonight
to mopemy dad is going to be on Jeopardy
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what are you sad about? talk to me.
I want to see your dad on jeopardy. that will be funny.
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I am sad because I am scared.
I am scared of my opinions, because my opinions hurt people. I am scared of other people's opinions because other people determine who is liked and who isn't liked. I'm scared because I don't know if he feels anything for me, but I figure that if he keeps calling, and texting, and trying to reach me, he must feel something but then he constantly reminds me that he doesn't feel anything. Not even a little. and that hurts, it hurts a lot. I don't have anyone to tell these things to, because they tell other people, and other people spread rumors. I'm sad that people are only my friend because I have a car. I'm sad that people are still spreading rumors about me. I'm sad that no one trusts me.
my dad on jeopardy = game show fun night? popcorn / candy / cookie dough (raw of course) and maybe some cupcakes...sounds like it could be a partay (ala Mrs. Newell)
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there is no future,
no beginning, or end
no feeling,
no remorse, no helping hand
no concious mind
no room for air
no space for romance
no truth to be told
and no lie to be found
there is no heart
no fun, no trust
no common ground
no choice
nothing is familiar
get used to it
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and quitting has nothing to do with you,
it's me giving up my grades, dance, and friends
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how about your counselor telling you that you wont get into a four year college right after highschool for good?
How about you're parent's saying, well you should get a tutor, but if not, you're already going to fail chem anyway..
How about taking myself out of a dance because I'm too frustrated and embarassed to give it my all? Thats definately not good.
How about having less and less friends that actually genuinely like me..that's not good.
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