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Happy July first, everyone!!
my toes are tinkerbell green, my fingernails are polkadot pink, and I am one happy girl!!
unfortunately, there will be no dancing on July fourth, but it's okay because there is lots of dancing tonight and for the rest of the summer.
there's a party in my pants and everyone is invited <333

It's officially Summer.
Let's hope it brings *magic*...and boys who play instruments.
"And I'll ask for what I give to you
Is just what i'm going through
This is nothing new
No no just another phase
of finding
what I really need
Is what makes me bleed
And like a new disease
She's still too young to treat
Volcanoes melt me down
She's still too young
I kissed ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated.
I'm getting my appendix taken out

yessum, that's right. I'm in a lot of pain, but at the same time I've been numb by all of the meds I'm on. My whole life is weird now because for the first time I have to do all of the things I have wanted to do because I seriously might die. The thought of dying scares ( Read more... )

Disneyland was awesome ( Read more... )

Please explain this:
Why are girls so fucking mean?

In contrary to the rumors that are currently spreading, I do not sleep around. In fact, that would be kind of impossible considering I'm still a virgin!! And the only thing I have to say to the people who think otherwise is eff you ( Read more... )

I feel the warm on my arm and the cool on my legs, and I see the trees and the leaves and the stacks of books on stoops, and I think about waiting. You're waiting for peace and she's waiting for being grown, and her mom is waiting for a baby and a soldier's waiting to come home, and I'm waiting to be still, and waiting is everything because when ( Read more... )

( spring break pictures!! )

so friday was one of the best days of my life. Tabitha, Niki, and I went to a producer in LA. OMG what a jerk. Anyway, on the way home we were listening to kiis and we heard the shout out for Ryan Cabrera tickets. I got through to the radio station and talked to JoJo. I totally thought he was gonna give me the tickets, but it didn't happen. After a ( Read more... )

Sometimes desparation calls for desperate measures. And then, sometimes inspiration turns into anger, turns into hope, turns into rage. Sometimes we try to impress the ones we cannot impress. Just to let them know for sure that we are better off without them. Just so they can see that we look great, and that sanity doesn't depend on the opinion of ( Read more... )