my dad would stop picking fights with me. the only thing I can think of that I did wrong was living through conception. and any person who has gone through that thought process has also thought about suicide ( Read more... )

spent the light playing left 4deaed, got yelled at. took a batjh. took some ativan, drinking in my room

o jave wor tormoww.

that it has taken me a year to finally start missing you. maybe its just because a year ago to the day is when we started dating. maybe I'm just being nostalgic.

Your Inner or Soul's Urge: This is spiritual and emotional expression more than physical. It is your heart-felt desires, your incentive, how you look at life. Here are your areas of personal satisfaction. Number: 4 ( Read more... )

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( picta heavy. )

can't stop daydreaming.

flirted with a lot of boys tonight. One of them still stands out. I want him to be my news years kiss. Why am I trying to orchestrate that shit ( Read more... )

nic attacked me, I'm going to speak to the authorities on tuesday about maybe getting a restraining order and possibly pressing charges.

named clayton.

hell yeah.