last night i got a familiar feeling. it was the kind that tugs on you to change. just change. yeah, that's right, i got sick of my room once again. i've only lived here for not even a year and i've changed my setup 4 times. i don't know why, but a lot of my things are large. just cuz i got them all really cheap. i mean, come on, my desk and chair ( Read more... )

i thought things would get better now that part of the stress is gone.
turns out. that wasn't really what was bothering me.

i do want to be happy

i feel like i'm just a disappointment...

fricken bad dreams and early classes...

I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!

WHY DO I LOVE YOU???

seriously, it keeps going through my head...why? why????

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

so last nite, i was feeling just tired and i wanted to stay home and finish up tidying up my room. but then i hung out with michelle in her room, and she said she was going to a party, and her hs friend was gonna come along. eventually the guy gets to our place, and we just hang out for a bit ( Read more... )

today was the first day back in school. also marking the end of christmas ( Read more... )

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put an 'x' in all the things you've done this year ( Read more... )

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i miss this boy


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