i've often been through the same tormenting ordeals with my bulimia. BUT i am one of those who have said they "want ana back," and it's only because i feel like i'd rather be controlled by anorexia than bulimia.
my bulimia cripples me physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, academically--you name it. i'm constantly filled with self-loathing, and i feel like at least with anorexia i'd escape the perpetual feeling of failure when i have "good days." and with anorexia, i still have a semi-life, whereas all i have with bulimia is binging, purging, and nothing else the entire day. =/
I think what I was trying to say in my post was I just don't understand how anorexia and bulimia are sort of trendy these days. Does that make sense.
I know what you mean about wanting to go to the ana side...I've done it myself. I just mean the whole ana movement..i dunno if im explaining myself well
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my bulimia cripples me physically, emotionally, spiritually, mentally, academically--you name it. i'm constantly filled with self-loathing, and i feel like at least with anorexia i'd escape the perpetual feeling of failure when i have "good days." and with anorexia, i still have a semi-life, whereas all i have with bulimia is binging, purging, and nothing else the entire day. =/
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I think what I was trying to say in my post was I just don't understand how anorexia and bulimia are sort of trendy these days. Does that make sense.
I know what you mean about wanting to go to the ana side...I've done it myself. I just mean the whole ana movement..i dunno if im explaining myself well
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