One Last Chance

[tinysecrets19]

I don't need to hear how stupid this is...

I don't need you to tell me how much I will regret it...

I need no one's help in fearing the outcome of my future if this fails me again...

as it has failed me before...over and over and over and over

but I...love him. Yes. I am still in love...and even more so than that, I think there is a shred of hope to

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[tinysecrets19]

Thanks for helping me not feel like a fool...but I should. I think I'm only making it worse to think that we could have a fairy tale ending.

I hope that I get the husband I deserve as well...even if it's not out of this one...someday.

[nashifeet]

hey. its okay. 7 months after james and i agreed to split and i moved out, we're still going through the exact same thing. you aren't a fool, and you're not stupid. you do what you have to do. try until you can't try anymore. go ahead and give it your all. if you expect that from him, then you should give it in return. someday i'll mail you that letter i wrote...or i'll write you a new one :) its going to be okay. do what you need to do.

[tinysecrets19]

thanks...though now, just a day or two later, I feel like a complete idiot again. I should just end this already, he will never change. Sigh.