I heard that you were drunk and mean ( Read more... )

I've been in town for just over a week now. The town is great! It really is. I love being back in the south. But it's so hard being here. So hard to be heartbroken. I hate it. It paralyzes me. I can't get up. I can't eat. (I've lost ten pounds.) I can't do the tasks I need to do. It was such a good fucking thing for Christ's sake. I'm ( Read more... )

Ps-Sometimes I am really irrational.

So, I have cried two days in a row now. I put my face on for school of course. I keep it together there fine. Then I come home. I have NOTHING to do. I take a nap. Get up. Put my clothes back on and go down to the coffee shop and read for a few hours. I come home. Watch TV. Sometimes I eat dinner, most of the time I dont. I dont know ( Read more... )

Ouch. Ouch. Ouch. Why can't I catch my breath? Feels like an elephant is always squeezing me. Make it go away.

If you're curious about what my life is like right now....
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Some nights are just real hard. I'm constantly tired now because of my 7am class twice a week. BUT when I finally get in bed I can't fucking sleep. I'm going to give it a whirl tonight. I've had some bad nightmares this week. Dead people under my matress and the like. Ugh...I can't wait for this semester to be over. The PATA wants our raw ( Read more... )

Yuck. What a day! Spent most of it in bed with a headache the size of China. I guess it was the weather change. Feeling better now. I made a pie and that's what I had for dinner. Made me feel better...or it could have been the coffee I drank. School starts on Tuesday and that's great. I'm excited about this semester. I'm taking two ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas.
Ps-Having teeth ripped out of your face is un-fun. UN-FUN I tell you.

It's been so long since I've updated more then a one liner, so here goes. It probably won't be all that long, but just a heads up. I'm in the lab waiting on a subject. We've tested I think seven and today makes eight... only 32 more to go. My hope and prayer is that we're done in time for me to graduate in May. Or at least at the end of the ( Read more... )