ha. myspace IS catty. talk about crazy PMS, i started my period the next week. you know i love ya. hows the weight loss? and did you and eli break up? or did i imagine that? i should be getting a fifth of the good juice soon, lets lose hella weight and then get piss drunk to celebrate. yes? ♥
eli and i did break up. it was very sad. it still is sad. i'm really confused. we're probably going to get back together eventually. we love eachother too much and know eachother too well.
he's bordering anorexic. i kid you not. he's 6'2" and like..168 the other day? he's gotten really thin. he told me he likes seeing the numbers go down and he is trying to lose weight. i asked him if he ate and he said, "yeah i ate a ton yesterday!" and i said, "ok. what did you eat?" and he said, "1/2 a muffin and i had some iced tea."
i cried. its so fucking sad. it's my fault too, i gave him the idea. he would be coping some other way (drugs, w.o.w., music) if it weren't for me. i'm so ashamed.
i hope you're doing great. i love you back. i hope we're ok.
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it was cute how you took my off your best friends list :)
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talk about crazy PMS, i started my period the next week. you know i love ya.
hows the weight loss? and did you and eli break up? or did i imagine that?
i should be getting a fifth of the good juice soon, lets lose hella weight and then get piss drunk to celebrate. yes?
♥
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eli and i did break up. it was very sad. it still is sad. i'm really confused. we're probably going to get back together eventually. we love eachother too much and know eachother too well.
he's bordering anorexic. i kid you not. he's 6'2" and like..168 the other day? he's gotten really thin. he told me he likes seeing the numbers go down and he is trying to lose weight. i asked him if he ate and he said, "yeah i ate a ton yesterday!" and i said, "ok. what did you eat?" and he said, "1/2 a muffin and i had some iced tea."
i cried. its so fucking sad. it's my fault too, i gave him the idea. he would be coping some other way (drugs, w.o.w., music) if it weren't for me. i'm so ashamed.
i hope you're doing great. i love you back. i hope we're ok.
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