you will be able to remember that I am one that had/have/will never breach your trust in me, and you can/will learn to trust me too ( Read more... )

my reply: "yes and of course".

and to think I never thought I could ever fully back/believe such a response coming from me ever in regard to such inquiry.

maybe it is true then, that it really does just take a certain person to change everything completely.

Two Of Us

Two of us riding nowhere
Spending someone's
Hard earned pay
You and me Sunday driving
Not arriving
On our way back home
We're on our way home
We're on our way home
We're going home

Two of us sending postcards
Writing letters
On my wall
You and me burning matches
Lifting latches
On our way back home
We're on our way home
We're on our way home
We're going ( Read more... )

it troubles me to hear of the horrible things said about those I care most for coming from the people whom I thought were the closest of friends.

this seems to be the reoccurring theme of the past year especially… people not being as trustworthy as they had seemed/ not being honest/ or pretty much being fake when I had only loved/cared for/trusted ( Read more... )

not even a day has passed and already,

I miss you.

more than I think I have ever missed anyone really. life just seems abnormal in not having you near. I have never had anyone ever either want to/ actually be this close to me as I want to be/ am to them, and be more than just ok with it. ever.

it’s the nicest feeling though, to be loved in return...

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warmth through a smile permeating the stark night air from across a lawn without light
I see this all without proper vision, and feel an embrace without touch.
anger leaves my home without question and enters a ghostly visitor
a jovial spirit giving visitation long since overdue

have we met before?
I believe so, once long ago...

no, wait. I was wrong.
I ( Read more... )

I hear the words, and see them resounding with conviction in your eyes fixated on me before greeting sleep. to my dismay, they ring through me with only a hollow echo.

I want to believe what you say, so desperately as existent. I know you mean every utterance with the same certainty spent in every moment between us; as real as every touch from ( Read more... )

today would have marked our three years together.

that's a significant amount of time spent. you would not think it, but it really is. in high school, that would translate to a year before graduation. as an infant, that translates to an already walking and talking tiny being. that is a lot really.

I miss the good times, but don't regret what became ( Read more... )

Obligatory tourist photos:


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it could have happened.
it had to happen.
it happened earlier. later.
nearer. farther off.
it happened, but not to you.

you were saved because you were the first.
you were saved because you were the last.
alone. with others.
on the right. the left.
because it was raining. because of the shade.
because the day was sunny.

you were in luck - there was a ( Read more... )