If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you

so i suppose i should update this thing.
last weekend was on the somewhat boring end of weekends. i pretty much was home becuase of the snow, although i did go to this very different "coffee shop" with kristie andrea jess and her boyfriend chirs. the funny thing about this coffee shop was it wasen't really a coffee shop but more like a ...dance... ( Read more... )

i just finished my first mid.term. im pretty sure i did well. i got to leave at 9:30, tomorrow i get to do the same.

( i never ever ever felt this way )

friday:

kristie came to my mommys after school and we watched buffy with my mom in my moms room. then we went to the maxx to see megans friends band from new milford and a band from my school.  i got a few pictures from that night but they are stupid so im not gunna waste time putting them on. we hung out with newmilfordites...and i guess they aren ( Read more... )

i need to improve..in everything im so...stupid latley. im just stupid.

i need to:

1. stop being jealous of everyone who has something i dont have

2. stop being so timid at school

3. make more friends

4. stop looking at myself as if i were the worst thing ever created no matter how true it is

5. start actually paying attention in school...i used ( Read more... )

Kristie, Ashley, Michael and I had a sex party.

pictures thanks to Vistie
( I LOVE US )

hehe....OUR LOVE CHILD!


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haha so okay i was supposed to leave today.... BUT WE MISSED OUR FLIGHT! huh duh
so we are leaving tomorrow.

( im gunna smile to avoid getting hurt )

im going to Illinois tomorrow to see my long lost love...RYAN!..and my family ( Read more... )

nothing has been good latley.
well..maybe a few things. i feel so horrible everyday.
im thinking of deleting this mofo of a journal.
i say that a lot.. but i think im gunna. no one really reads it anyways.
i think im going to the Motion City Soundtrack show on friday. i duno. danielle might not have a car.

This is were we both go numb now ( Read more... )