Oh wow, seminar is super boring today ( Read more... )

Wow, guys ( Read more... )

Well I had a great wake up call this morning...

"David please just get up..."

"ugh I hate doing this"

"can't you do it....not for you but for your kids...?"

On and on this went.

Once again all he cares about is himself.

Ugh.

My dog might die.

Guuuuurrrreat.

She's at the doctor in surgry. We have to bottle feed 13 puppies, every 2 hours.

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Thanks Giving.

Pretty Normal...if there is such a thing.

Josh came over, no matter what happens with him I still love him and look up to him.

He knows he's made mistakes.

I think he regrets them.

He's a great brother, he can always make me smile.

Everything today was the same as the year before...except we forgot the thank you part...my mom cried ( Read more... )

I sit here.

Reading what you said,

I can't stop shaking....

A single tear falls from my eye,

Thank you.

Thank you more than you know.

I needed that..

I forgot...

Who I was...

What I'm here for...

Deep down I've been blaming God...

It's not Him,

He loves me like woah...

I just needed to hear it again.

I'm sorry.

I'm  so completely sorry.

To you, ( Read more... )

Inconsiderate bastard ( Read more... )

Ugh ( Read more... )

Once again I'm home, by myself(not including the creatures called "family" that have to be here)no friends, no fun, just sitting ( Read more... )

"She walked past the buildings, and down to the stream. She seemed drawn to that quiet spot that she had discovered long ago when she needed comfort. She really needed a place to think, to sort things out. Life was so confusing-the good so mixed up with the bad; such a strange combination of happiness and sorrow ( Read more... )

Well...what should I talk about...? Weekend?..naw...I'll start crying...but hell I seem to be doing a lot of that lately. Anywho...Saturday night was cool. Saw an AWESOME band, Mikes Chair. The preacher, well he was awesome...Buckweat. Hehe. I connected with God, I haven't done that in a week or so...it felt good. Other than the band and the ( Read more... )