chuh!

i got my baby back, yall!


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sittin at work, it's 4:27 and ian gets off at 5. he's ganna come see me and HOPEFULL bring me food (crosses fingers!) but he has no mulah-neither do i. i need to get PAAAIIIED LIKE A MOTHEA FUCKA ( Read more... )

i miss being w/ henry bad. i cant stand this shit anymore. ian always on my fucking jock, asking me so many fucking questions. not believing where i am, when i REALLY am there! i dont know how long i can do this. it's like he's DRIVING me away from him. i kinda in a way WANNA do things that i shouldnt be, just becuase..well, i dont know. but bleh. ( Read more... )

happy birthday, henry ( Read more... )

no one understands the pain i feel inside right now. it seems as tho ian and henry have teamed up to hurt me. they work as one now. i feel as if i no longer have henry's love, i no longer have a reason to live ( Read more... )

damn, i wish mollie would get out of this funk she's in. i really miss chillin w/ mollie. i know she dosent know what she's talkin about. she really, truly, has no reason to have any kind of hatful feelings towards me. which is why i have none towards her. i know she's stressin about her car, money, and her job-things like that-things that we ALL ( Read more... )

i love ian beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

"I'm in this point in the year right now, where im re-thinking who my REAL friends are, and trying to seperate them from the 'liars and losers'. forgivness was always something i was best at, and people took advantage of this. I trust people, and they betray me. and the people who do this to me, know exactly who they are. i feel bad, cutting off ( Read more... )

lol, so i saw "sara harris" and her fat sister, stacy at target today. haaaa, "sara" got SO mad, it was HALARIOUS! that shit didnt even phase me as to get mad. didnt really work me up at all-i just wanted to talk shit, and ruin her day cuz i just hate her THAT much. stacy kept saying "IM GANAN BEAT UR ASS!!" but she never once swung on me or nothin ( Read more... )

"hey daddy i was feinin' for you"

so ian was told that he cannot leave for good until monday, instead of today (friday). he also did not get his 48hr. pass approved.

bullshit.
i'm so upset? pissed isn't the right word. sad? dissipointed isn't the right word ( Read more... )