crazy shit. that is what my life has been like lately. here's whats been going on ( Read more... )

i've been spending more and more time thinking about the sad parts of my life. about how much i am going to miss everybody and about how scared i am for my family. i dont think i am ready for all this.

wow. that about sums up the past week. it honestly was one of the best weeks of my life... even with some of the issues and what not. i have realized what incredible people i have in my life... and i have realized how difficult it is going to be to live without them in my daily life. here's some highlights ( Read more... )

i wrote my dad an 8 page letter yesterday. i surprised the shit out of myself too when i actually gave it to him. i guess i am hoping that it will make a difference. but i cant get my hopes too high up with him. im scared he is too far gone ( Read more... )

7 days ( Read more... )

so its friday night... and i am unable to leave the house because i no longer have any wisdom teeth left in my mouth and im in pain (taking vicadin...hehe) and seeing as how i passed out earlier today while talking to lindsay and lauren in my entry way (lol... i dont know what my problem is with passing out) but all the sudden... BAM. i was on the ( Read more... )

so its been quite the busy couple of weeks... i have been working 40 hours a week with about 80 little kids everyday. man o man. its crazy. i love it, most of the time. it really keeps me busy and my mind of the bullshit that is going on at home ( Read more... )

so i guess the past few weeks i have been living in a dream world. everything was going great. actually, i was just ignoring the stuff that wasn't going great ( Read more... )

so grad night officially rocked my ass off. for me, it was way up there with prom, possibly even better. i saw some totally random people. that was cool. i danced til i could hardly stand. rode some rides, and overall had a GREAT time with some of my bestest friends. we all learned a lot about each other on the ride over (cough cough) and i had ( Read more... )

grad night tonight! we are gonna party til the cows come home!

the big day is tomorrow... its hard to believe that the day i have worked towards for 13 years is finally here.

holy moly.