Feelings of detachment and defeat. Chicken and egg - which came first and which is to blame ?

:(

Today I cried in a stadium of thousands while Kygo was playing live. Barely registered half the set and for the other half the time, I was focused on either observing how other humans tackle this thing called Joy or getting emotional at lyrics like a spaz.

Don't you worry, don't you worry child ( Read more... )

Just an empty shell going through the movements.

Thought that things will wind down towards the end of the year but oddly enough it doesnt.

Things are so bad I just drift off into trance zones mid conversation just to get a break.

:(

Just thinking about how people usually reflect on their year and resolutions at the end but maybe a mid year check in is the way to go ( Read more... )

Not sure if I have been weathered from work dealing with ridiculous demands and clients, but I feel myself turning into a hugeass bitch.

Shit. 

多一天多一天再多一天

I'm 26 but clearly my mind is not.

Go away tears. 

Its been a really weird time of my life recently. Feelings of detatchment, alienation. Dysfunctionality is the word of the day ( Read more... )

Is it a crime to be quiet?
Sometimes those who are the quietest have the loudest minds.

Feels like I'm losing sense of myself and I dont know how to "Ros" anymore.

Why do I feel like I've lost a friend?

Too many thoughts.

It's the time of the year again to jot down another year's worth of memories ( Read more... )