My tunnel is fucking long and dark. It stretches till September and there is no light at the end.

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Thanks for being a small spark in my darkest tunnel :)

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Just side by side on the bus,
yet mentally, we are miles apart.

Standing right infront of us,
yet we don't see each other.

We're talking, yet none of us are listening.

They say love is blind but I'm sure that's not how it goes.

Today was one of those days that I wanted to throw the towel and give up. Disappear from everything, jump from a building and just... be gone.

It's bad.

life is so fragile. and unfair.

stay strong Daddy. You're a fighter and always have been. We're fighting for you now.

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
Cause I'm only human.

Even the strongest person can feel utterly worthless.

Wandering thoughts. Running through my mind.

And you're in them.

I'm glad work is keeping my mind busy with everything going on right now ( Read more... )