ahh, last night was pretty much a big sigh of relief. i can only hope that things get better, and i miss you a whole lot.

today jay and i are going to ybor to do shopping, shopping, shopping ( <-carrie,get it??lol), after she gets her senior pics done and i go talk to someone about my retarded schedule. i hope we eat at the colombian, because i am ( Read more... )

soo.

plantation was good to me. i saw a lot.and it was really hot there. but i got my school shoes. and the hotel kicked booty.

and now im back. and everything here sucks.

im ready to go to georgia and get out of there.

last night i watched benny & joon, and finding neverland. the guy at blockbuster made fun of me. and i definately like both of ( Read more... )

everything is really confusing.

and i think things are this way because i miss you.

- a l o t .

whoa.

i'm leaving tomorrow morning for SC.

blahh...im going to miss you a lot. i already miss you, and this sucks.

i really like you. and im happy.

all i can hope for.....

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softball has had me extremely busy lately.

im leaving tuesday for south carolina for softball and im not coming back....

until sunday.

which in some ways sucks. because ill feel so far away from everything, because i wont be able to see anything, because ill be leaving it behind me...here in lakeland ( Read more... )

everything is going so perfectly.

softball is going to take over my summer though.

but im going to make time.

i hung out with carrie last night and that made me extrememly happy.

i miss kirstie and im hoping she'll get better soon.

i dont know what this is, but i think it could be it. and if it isnt yet, then its really close.

i have finally found exactly what ive needed all along.

and now all i have to do is make this work.

Yesterday we had a game and we won. I hit a foul ball and it hit cory’s truck. Sorry cory.

Today we had practice but only for a little while.

Before practice, me and Jamie hung out and just listened to music and talked. I really liked talking to her today, we have so much more in common than I could’ve ever imagined. It was nice. <3

In Dixon today ( Read more... )

i want too much. everytime something comes together, other things begin to fall apart. i cant have everything i want. i guess that selfish of me. i am a selfish person. i wish i wasnt but i am. i want so much for myself and others to be happy, and for everything to always be ok. but i cant accomplish all of those things its either one or the other ( Read more... )

Friday we played LCS and won. Thank god. Then I went home and get dressed and went to kris’ house to meet amber, wade, and travis. Kris is a mad crazy driver. But it was fun. So yeah we rode rides…and drooled, and I got kicked in the face, and our eyes watered and had some funnel cake, and yeah…it was a lot of funnn. Saturday I got up and had a ( Read more... )