apparently the flu just loves me..
i got sick a week before school let out.. it  went on strong for two weeks.. then my symptoms subsided..
now the flu has decided to come back in full force... it missed me, i guess..

anywhoo... ive spent the entire day feeling miserable.
when i dont feel well, its important for people to know that im irritable.. and ( Read more... )

today was my moms birthday so we all went out to dinner at red lobster.. at the table my grandfather started talking about ruby, my grandmother.. its crazy how much this man can remember. hes 82 years old.. and i swear that he has seen and done it all. he lived through the depression, went to war, flew planes, and did about 850000 other amazing ( Read more... )

you have no idea how happy i became at 5 o clock this afternoon.....
i got off work and i dont have to go back until wednesday! dont get me wrong.. i love that silly job. me and bam appear to be a nice match... ive just been so tired. hah.. when i got hired they told me there werent many hours, but uh.. these kids are working me like crazy... which ( Read more... )

this was probably the funniest night of my life..
melissa and i went to steak n shake at two this morning cause we were bored.. we ended up sitting there till 5:20.. talking about things i cant even begin to explain... we were the only ones in the store for the most part..so we were being very loud and retarded.. and when people did show up, it was ( Read more... )

i love my job.
i get to talk about books all day.. and i get to see all kinds of familiar faces

today i saw molly, brittany, lauren maxwell, dikola,  and mr. blackmon... it was strange..

i was quite happy to have run-ins with jenni, shane and dale... 
i only saw those kids for a few minutes.. but it made my day.
sad, i know..
but i miss 'the good ole ( Read more... )

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i dont know if ive ever been this miserable ( Read more... )

When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes....

today has been wonderful and horrible all at the same time..
im about to go out to the bull with the kids....
once upon a time i was excited about ( Read more... )

Melissa is leaving that wretched place....TODAY!!

( im gonna miss this.. )