Wow it's been a few weeks since I've updated, a lot has happened. I've grown stronger and learned not to give a fuck what people say or think. Let's see, I have taken a leave of absence from work for about a week to get things cleared up in my life. College isn't as hard as people say it is, atleast test wise. The stress of it though can get to ( Read more... )

Well it was my birthday Sunday and what better way to celebrate it then with one of the greatest friends anyone could have. You know who you are! I don't feel older or more wise or anything. A lot has happened in the past week though, stuff that has brought stress and then some. Got a little buzz on my b-day but no bigggie. Went to go see ( Read more... )

Okay... I saw "Hero" the other day, it was friggin' awesome. Reminded me alot of "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon". Worried with what's going on in Band Council, I was hoping that the position of President would just keep getting better every year but it seems I was wrong. Worried about the stress on Caviness also. I am full of worry. I am ( Read more... )

I am so tired right now and I have to work today. That's about all I can think of, God I am tired.

My english professor might check out this site, so I hope I haven't expressed my feelings "too" much. My use of language only emphasizes my thoughts.

Maybe I was in a bad mood last night, I don't know. I like that I stood up for myself but I wish I wouldn't of stormed out of work. I don't know.. I went to college for the first time yesterday... It was boring, execpt for my major classes.
I have to go again today for one class, maybe I can swing by the band hall on the way home.

Patrick fucking craig.... I have never said anything bad to that man or never have I done anything to really piss him off but he's always dogging on me about something. Just because I don't stand up for myself doesn't mean he has the right to use that against me every damn day. Ever since high school, in high school he would pick on me cause of ( Read more... )

Ok so I guess it has been awhile since I wrote. Hmmm.... where to start huh ( Read more... )

Oh my God... nothing will ever make me want to graduate from college more than working 9 hours a day 5 days a week at Wal-Mart. I had a customer come in the other day and ask me where the nearest porno store was. It's official now, I am either moving out or taking up residents alone in my house. Once I pay for JD I am getting an apartment or my ( Read more... )

eh sorry about the mis spells and types didn't spell check or read over lol guess I should have