"Frodo: I can't do this Sam ( Read more... )

There are many emotions I wish to not experience. They do not suit me. They are not me. I understand now though, that I can abandon them through possessing them.  I need to take these emotions and make them mine. Dispair, anger or anything of the sort; I have never before claimed these emotions but I now know that when I claim them I own them.

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Scrooge is to Christmas as I am to __________ ( Read more... )

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Which of my feelings are real? Which of the me's is me? The wild, impulsive, chaotic, energetic, and crazy one? Or the shy, withdrawn, desperate, suicidal, doomed and tired one? Probably a bit that is both, hopefully much that is neither.          An Unquieted Mind' - Kay Redfield Jamison

I know that choosing my characteristics, logically, is just ( Read more... )

Ugh. And I don't mean the natural responsive sound that the letters u-g-h represent; I mean the quite expressive word UGH. I am almost done having to take any medicine for pain but I am about to just flush them down the toilet. I absolutely cannot stand them. The first day was ok, a combination of relaxation, relief and a few giggles. By the third ( Read more... )

I went to the dentist. Got a root canal. Not much more needed to said except that I am in a very bad mood.

I can't eat with chopsticks but I would like to learn how to. I only like to write with finepoint pens in black ink. I used to believe that there was a monster who lived under my bed. I write things down so I won't forget them. I misplace the paper shortly afterwards. I remember to take my multivitamin everyday. I hate redlights. I play in the ( Read more... )

I was at the grocery store and an old man came up to me. He said "I don't want you to think that I am hitting on you because I am well past that but I just had to tell you that I think you are beautiful" I thanked him and I felt it. He walked away before even expecting me to thank him. There was no agenda, this was genuine and I genuinely felt ( Read more... )

TirTairngiri will be absent from livejournal for the next fews days.
She has a dentist appointment monday and should return soon after.
Please hold all her assignments, thanks.