An Update

[tis_my_blood]

FUCK! I just deleted my entire entry on accident... Oh well... Ill sum it up.... Ive put off reading her letter for several days now... I opened it this morning... It says she realized that I used her , I find this funny because I always saw it as she was using me.... ( Obviously the letter is from Joyce ) So , Ive written my own letter to her , I

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[grlintrupted]

"Im stuck on someone again ( GODDAMNIT ) but..... It gives a sense of relaxation knowing that Im stuck on her..... That tells me I am regressing back to my Normal State of " Jeff-ness"

okay jeff.
seriously.
stop.
all this talk about how your stuck on me.
is really getting old.
and i'm sorry.
and if you didn't know that it makes me mad.
well you do now.
i don't like it.
and i'm sorry for putting this up for everyone to see.
but this is how it is.
so just stop right now before you make things bad.

Oh Well

[tis_my_blood]

Life goes on eh? Like I said , Cant make em go away....

[grlintrupted]

i'm not even going to get mad at you.
or mad at this because it's just gonna waste my time.
but i want you to know.
that these supposed feelings.
are bullshit.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT LOVE IS.
so stop saying you do.