Greetings!

Today was a bad and good day so I guess that leaves it at average? The bad thing was that my daiso mug wasn't really working and I was really exhausted from all the stress and sleepless nights. Chapel didn't really leave me in a good mood either considering how it was as LYT says a karaoke session thanks to the offbeat singing of ( Read more... )

 Is Death forever and Life only momentary?

Hello, well, I think the whole 'you've already lost so why bother' mentality is kicking in again. I mean I really can't guarantee that by trying so goddamn hard and doing all these useless irrelevant tiresome things I can get to where I want to be. But I think I need to realise that even the smallest of my ( Read more... )

 Hello. 
I haven't been in school for the past two days what with sleepless nights and stressful times. 
I've gotta stop taking this escapist route of mine. ah well. 
We're getting results back this week and I just didn't want to be reminded of my ultimate failure as a person of low intelligence. It kinda sucks to have to sit there and listen to your ( Read more... )

There is a part in everyday, that I lie to myself and say that it's okay. 
But the truth is, I only have myself to blame.

Alright, so my ultimate failure in the past month has been pretty upsetting. 
I mean, I think I'm starting to act more and more like Tom Wingfield. 
I hate that I'm here and yet I hate that I'm not trying harder to get out of it. 
I ( Read more... )

RAH : means i love you in isabel :D
rachel is watching me type this and she approves of this following message;
SCOTTY IS IRRITATING MEEEEEEEEEEEEZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ.

seriously, everytime he sees me the only thing he has to say is
"STUDDDDDDYYYY" like hello, leave me alone o.o
i'm sorry my value add is currently negative, its not like i dont know that
i ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I think family is a state of mind. Sometimes I think we're just people brought together by default and given the choice we'd let certain relationships slip into dust and memories. I don't want to be guilted into relationships and I don't want to be the girl trying to sew us all together. I'm not a fan of lost causes. You keep trying to ( Read more... )

This song is epic, 
it's more than just adam lambert's voice and the emotion he puts into it, 
the lyrics are fresh, it's something that's been happening in everyone's life
but never been expressed as clearly as it has been 
plus its less whiny than simple plan :D
yeah yeah, i'd rather go :

Just don't give up, 
I'm working it out,

than

I'm sorry I can't be ( Read more... )

 You taught my heart a sense I never knew I had.

Sometimes I think you don't even know the effect you have on me, 
and sometimes even I don't realise it.

Comparisons are easily done, once you've had a taste of perfection.

Its true, I found it hard to believe but they don't have the same effect on me that you do. 
Just maybe that's the way it's meant ( Read more... )

 fuck, i can't find my organic chem booklet. 
its a sign. 

 Crazy, Crazy, 
i'm going crazy for you baby.

i feel like the biggest idiot on earth, the biggest failure ever to walk the surface of the planet.
i haven't felt like this in a long time.

Counting stars wishing i was okay, 
crashing down was my biggest mistake.

everything seems so clear now, 
how could i have been so blind, 
if i weren't so focused on ( Read more... )