everything, i feel like crap (physically and emotionally) i cant concentrate on my studying and i have a huge freakin test tomorrow, i think one of my friends cuts himself (NO NOT YOU RYAN, NOT EVERYTHNG HAS TO DO WITH YOU) and as you can see ryan is mad at me and i feel like crap because i made him depressed and he doesnt want to talk to me anymore because of what i did and i need to make an appointment with the councellor but i dont know if i can miss any of my classes at all because i have so much stuff to do...i want to stay home tomorrow but i have a test to write and i have an assignment to hand in
guys do suck, but it was my fault this whole situation happened...it happened all because i didnt want to be with him because of my feelings i was having for someone else...
oh and i almost started crying today..but i held back cause if i cried in school i would be extremely humiliated..
im going to add it to my updates but im having another hard time lately with, well everything. Except probably not as bad as you, so maybe i dont have a right to feel bad, but im failing physics. I seriously dont know what more to do. Ive been working my (excuse my french..) ASSS off! Ive been going for help a lot and before school starts every morning I go to homeroom to get help before school starts and Ive even got lots of one on one help during class, yet i still dont understand gawd im so dumb ARGHHH!
and im not JUST saying that Ill literally FAILING physics! my marks is in the 40's...
well its not your fault that you dont feel the same way about him as he does about you. Its better to go with your feelings than to just go out with him to make HIM happy cause at the same time you'll never be happy if its not what you want in return.
exactly what i was thinking. I asked him today how he would feel if i went out with him for weeks, months even and then all of a sudden said yeah all this time i've had feelings for someone else? (because i thought that it would hurt him more) and he said he'd be pretty pissed.
and kari, seriously i wish i could help you :S *sigh* i hate grade 11
i know! it was No fun! I almost started crying after the concert too cause the other group with all my friends in it was saying how awesome it was and how much fun they had together and i felt alone, like an outsider, and when they asked me if I had fun I just started walking faster and almost started crying my eyes out cause i was SO disappointed..
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im going to add it to my updates but im having another hard time lately with, well everything. Except probably not as bad as you, so maybe i dont have a right to feel bad, but im failing physics. I seriously dont know what more to do. Ive been working my (excuse my french..) ASSS off! Ive been going for help a lot and before school starts every morning I go to homeroom to get help before school starts and Ive even got lots of one on one help during class, yet i still dont understand gawd im so dumb ARGHHH!
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well its not your fault that you dont feel the same way about him as he does about you. Its better to go with your feelings than to just go out with him to make HIM happy cause at the same time you'll never be happy if its not what you want in return.
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and kari, seriously i wish i could help you :S *sigh* i hate grade 11
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