why?

[tistin318]

I seem to have pushed everyone I have cared about out of my life. I don't know why I do this because all it does is make me sick. I want something I can't have, and the other thing would only make me "content". I know exactly what I want but I can't really talk about it, and either way, I am a puss and I am too afraid to go for it anyhow

Comments

[acidburn96]

Dude, where the fuck have you been?

[tistin318]

working my life away and school. Semester is over though, so I should be around more if people call me.

[shutupwass]

A not so wise man once told me: If you don't like your life, than change it.

I hope things get better.

I'm off Friday, call me.

[tistin318]

I shuold be able to do that... I may have to work, but I won't know till Friday since its an on call shift. Boo...