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[titababy]

i wish i belonged. either to people, in a place, in a group. just, somewhere.
thats all i want, to just belong.

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[tina_saurus]

you belong right here, in my heart. next to Jesus.<3 : )

[swim_drown]

we all belong to jesus

[curly_hairedboy]

I don't know you that well, but from what I've heard, you mean a lot to some people. You belong here and you belong in their hearts. You belong to everyone in some way. You never know, that person you make eye contact with in the supermarket just might need someone like you or they might feel the same way you are and just want to belong.

Yea, I ramble.

[titababy]

thats so nice of you to say!
but, honestly, in this situation actions speak louder than words.
if someone tells me i belong to them, im a big part of their life they love etc,
they must show it and act like it to me. or else i dont believe it.
some people havent held true to showing it
and it sucks when i see my friends with boyfriends, and how they fit so perfectly
or my friends with best friends, and how they do everything together
and how i DONT have that, and probably never will.

i wanna belong to a person that i just click with and can spend everyday with, it doesn't necesserily have to be a lover, just a friend.
i feel bad for saying this, because i have one friend that i call best, but we have to go through tough situations that make it impossible for us to hangout with eachother sometimes.
it just sucks, ya know?

[curly_hairedboy]

We've got quite a bit in common then, that thought has been on my mind constantly, I have friends that without asking, I know they are going to hang out that day and I wish I could have that. I guess I need a new special friend just to do everything with, go to the mall and laugh then go to each others places and watch movies and call the other persons parents mom and dad and just have fun.

My best buddy Wes and I were inseperable, but this year it's been hard with him having a girlfriend and me just pulling a solo act and having all the rough times and I just want someone that'll show up at my house and walk in without even knocking (even though we keep the door locked) and just poke me until I stand up so we can run around and do nothing.

[curly_hairedboy]

Also, if it makes you feel any better, I'd like you to belong with me and be my friend and call me and talk for hours about pretty much nothing and laugh about really small things. I'm never busy, so feel free to ask for my number.