Pretty freaked out right now. My parents are at a Christmas party and won't be home foranother few hours. I tried to find someone to sleep over but half the people couldn't and the other half cancelled. So now I'm home alone and it's not cool. I'd call my mom, but then she wouldn't have as much fun and come home earlier than she normally would ( Read more... )

So I've seen RENT twice because it's absolutely amazing. I should have seen it for the third time yesterday but Heather got grounded. Ah well, I'm going again Friday ( Read more... )

This has been an okay year. Cheering is alright, I guess. I just don't really feel like doing it. It's just stress most of the time. Season is over in a couple weeks, but then four days later we start back up again. Maybe I'll get cut ( Read more... )

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Okay, so I went to the Meatloaf concert in Boston tonight with my parents and life is pretty much amazing! Scott had gotten up to have a cigarette, and I saw him talking to a couple of guys, and then they start walking away, but one comes and sits down in Scott's seat next to me. He was like, "Hi ( Read more... )

Oh, one thing I forgot. Mikey has a genetic disability which makes him walk differently, and with a lot less balance than most. So, he falls quite a bit. Today, he fell, and when I asked if he was okay, he said "Yeah. I'm always goingto fall like that." It near enough broke my heart. I love that little boy so much.

Life is really down right now. I'm stuck in the whle Mike situation. Anything I do I could end up hurt, and yet I'm already hurting. If I give him an ultimatum, chances are he won't choose me, and I really have no right to say any of the other things I want to because, honestly, I'm NOT his girlfriend. It seems like he wants me to act like it when ( Read more... )

So, yeah, Happy Fourth! Nothing is going on. Life is boring. Going to Chicago Thursday with my cousin. Should be interesting. Iguess I'll do this srvey thing that was in Colleen's livejournal ( Read more... )