it was all for love right, and remember, next time you come over to MY friends house , you know, people you don't even really know but you recorded your gay band at, FUCKING KNOCK and don't try and be all quiet and shit and make it seem like you're not there, that was a pretty fucked up thing to do. But yeah, enjoy you and rana's little love fling while you can and enjoy your confinment in her room while i'm there or anyone else you dont want to see or let them see you. As long as you act like im not there i won;t do shit to you, and don;t act like or say i wouldn't do anything at all cause the second you try and say something to me i'll fucking go off on you man. You were one of my best friends and you threw it all away for a girl you've known for like 2 months compared to a firned you've known for over 4 years now. And i'm not being a pussy by saying al lthis shit to you over lj, i had to do it this way or write a letter to you or something because everytime i see you now i just want to beat the living shit out of you so i calm
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I wouldn't have said a thing to you if you hadn't have said that Rana and I are sad or anything else you said that was negative. You were mad about work, and then you had to bring her and everyone else into it. You wouldn't even be there if it wasn't for me. I have done a lot of favors for you, whether you asked me to or not. I wish I could understand why work would have made you so angry that you would talk to me the way that you did. If you considered me to be such a good friend, you wouldn't have done that. It isn't any of your business to make comments about Rana and me, what we do, how we feel, or what we say. Sure, nice teeth and hair are still there, but there has been a lot more since then. Why would you call my band "gay"? You don't know anything about us because you wouldn't go to our first show when I asked you to. It isn't your house, I am friends with them, Rana is friends with them...everything checks out. You have always been an angry person. Please relax, it makes life a lot better.
whatever man, i know you probably expect me to be this happy go lucky smile on my face 24/7 guy. cause nothing but good things happen in my life right. I think its the complete opposite. I've probably always been an angry person because everytime my life starts to see a little bit of goodness, it gets taken away before it can even start. ALWAYS! so sorry im an angry person all the time, i don't give a fuck, i can't help it. Maybe if better things would come my way i wouldnt be as bad of an asshole. And yes you did help me get a job at kilwins, but not to the point of where im at now, and i swear to god dude if u tell me that all the shit i do there sucks because i suck at the job i swear to god i will rip your fucking balls off. I work my ass off at that place, even certain people at that job tell me i take it and do a more serious job there then you do. So don't you dare ever tell me that I suck at it. The whole shit with you and rana, you should have seen that coming. I tell you about a girl i like a lot and I went on a
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Look, I've never mocked you or made fun of you for anything, why would I do that? I know you've always been there for me and been a good friend, and I have done the same in return. What I don't understand is why you're backing up your other "friends" who pretty much use you for weed and shit. Wasn't I the one who just about a week or two ago, gave you cash for weed and have lent you cash on the spot a few times for weed and other stuff? Is that mocking you? I think not. I stay out of what you and Zach's problems are, PERIOD. IT'S NOT MY BUSINESS
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its weird too rana, since we've been over at josh's mom's instead of the house, josh, will, and I seemed to have become better friends then even before cause i guess there's just something in you AND josh's house that seemed to make us sometimes want to kill eachother. Could be anytihng, guess i cant pinpoint it at the moment, but i've liked it like that. We talked about all the good times we've had and the good ole days, good shit, cause lets see i've been friends with josh for almost 4 years now and will for 3 so yeah i'm gonna be on there side more then anyones and with the whole me and zach thing and you, ok oh wow, whoa, i am happy he is with u and that you are happy i guess but ever since u both started dating thats when u both say to yourselves, ok we'll just stick to ourselves and ignore everyone else. cause thats what u fucking did, even when everything was cool, everytime he came over, it was all about you guys. I mean do you seriosuly think i wanna sit there and chill with you guys when al lyou're doing is kissing
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We all lose friends once in a while but life goes on.
I'm glad you had a good week. Hope you're doing well. I'm sad that we havent really hung out since that sleepover at Eric's so we must do something. I'd like to meet Rana as well. Double date maybe?
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I'm glad you had a good week. Hope you're doing well. I'm sad that we havent really hung out since that sleepover at Eric's so we must do something. I'd like to meet Rana as well. Double date maybe?
I hope you have another good week.
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