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[titia]

I should be 13 weeks pregnant today.
13 weeks and going into the 2nd trimester.
Instead I am bleeding, bit by bit, and still waiting for my body to really do something other than bleed and pass a few clots.

I feel empty, frustrated, and sad. Very very sad.

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[jenahdawn]

Oh, honey.... :o(

[sophiebug]

Still here Still reading. I have had 4 miscarriages. I know each one is different and each one hurts. I hope that this ends for you soon, and you can work on healing.

[sophiebug]

Sorry I don't mean to sound harsh... I just meant that I understand and I'm so sad for you too.

[titia]

It saddens me that so many do understand because they've had to be here too.
I honestly don't know how you survived this 4 times. I really don't. I am so sooooo sorry, I think I only knew about 1 or 2 of your miscarriages.

[sophiebug]

The first one was the hardest for me. It was my first pgcy. then I had Sophia. Then 3 more between Soph and Meg. most of them were very early. 5 and 6 weeks ... enought to get excited call the dr and start bleeding. With Megan I didn't really have any emotions towards the pgcy until we saw a heart beat, and then saw it again two weeks later... My ob was super awesome though. He got me in right away and did hcg draws before we could see anything then had me come in 2 days later for a scan... He really put my heart and mind at ease....

Honey you don't need to feel bad for me you need to work on healing. Did you name your baby? That always helped give me a lot of closure. We're Catholic and we are encouraged pray for our babies living or dead and our church does a lot for lost babies. So I feel very comforted with my losses.

I hope soon you can have some comfort.

[devil_kitty_1]

Tish......CYE.....

(((HUGS)))

[mynn_sanity]

Oh hon, my heart hurts for you all.

[hthrstarr]

Oh god, I'm so sorry. I wish I had more to offer than my thoughts and huge hugs.