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1. I'm the kinda girl who dreams of actually having a real farm someday. Then, I think I would cut a mohawk and dye it purple.

2. Oh. N i recently found my special talent skill ok. neither one. but when I laugh, not only do I snort, my nose expands and contracts at it's own will. It has a life of it's own you know.

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So here's the deal. I'm done. I'm so done with superficiality. I'm done with friends, or so they claim to be, (who are we kidding?) people, who only need others and grow on others just so that they get their way. So I'm baring my soul and the next time you have some emergency, try 911 instead.

Dearest Best Friend,


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There were days when all I wanted to do was to spend the entire day, unshowered, just watching grey's. Those days saw me watching one episode after another from several different sites. I would load a couple and watch one while waiting. I'm reliving them. As much as I'm on my bed, in a room shared with my grandma, and not being able to tune up the ( Read more... )

my best friend, almost sisters, yats, posted a picture of kara, her pet koala? or is it a bear? but pretty nevertheless. it's funny how her pet and the way she designed the rooms reminded me of herself- simple yet pretty, elegant and adorable. i've got responsibilities too. now that i've spent 2 days lying on the bed with frequent visits to the loo ( Read more... )

so my tuition kid's really pretty. pretty's subjective but she's got me staring at her while she's doing math. and she makes her parents' money really worthwhile. i don't just spend 2 hours after a long wednesday, watching her study, she actually asked me questions. and she's really friendly too. oh and then i've had diarrhoea for the past 2 days ( Read more... )

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Cos I heard that humans generally don't care. They're too busy with their own lives to care about others'. And I heard God is great. He really is. He listens to me, forgives me, loves me unconditionally, watches out for me, gives me a peace of mind despite my grievous sins. Oh. Though I'm the needy sort, the kinda person who needs you to be there ( Read more... )

i can feel heart ulcers growing and this suppressed kinda feelin'. God, give me strength. give me strength.

I heard my mom say, "Then who'd pray for me when I'm six feet under and it's all dark and cold and lonely?"

Hear yourself out. Talking about death may just be an articulatory skill but really, the thought of death, strangles me with fear.