Da Party...or I should say...THE Party
WARNING: what ya'll are about to read might offend some white people, and NO, I'm not a fucken racist...I just came to the realization that there are just some people that I perfer not to be around, check it out:
Since Flo and Steph said their POV of the "Ghetto Party" that went down Friday night, I'll might as well say mines...mind u, I might be a lil' forward and kind of rude with my post & I might get chewed out in the end, but fuck it, I need to get this shyt off my chest:
A'ight, check it,
crazymoflo, stephibug and I went to this b-day party here in Fairfield, a party that Flo was invited to by her twin co-workers name Ken and Kel. Now I'm gonna be totally honest...when I seen what the twins looked like in Flo's journal I knew right away they were gonna have one of those parties full of thuggish niggaz...I just had that feeling...and boy my feelings were right LOL!! Anyways, when we got to Ken and Kel's appartment complex...ohh boy, it was off da hook, it was crazy as hell, and from my POV it was nothin' but a bunch of young niggaz tryin' to have some fun, but I knew how to act around them, it was no problem for me, being the black woman that I am, and the kind of party it was...even though I was pretty fucken overwhelmed at first, not scared, just OVERWHELMED, I ain't gonna lie(I told Flo that I was havin' a lil' "culture shock" because I haven't been to a party full of thuggish niggaz in a minute...but really, Flo, Steph and their croud were more culture shocked than anything).
But now, it was overcrouded, we were in a lil' ass appartment, but I wasn't trippin' about them smokin' weed, I wasn't scared that I was gonna get stabbed or raped, it was nothin', but I was gettin' bored...and tired...and more annoyed than anything...and to be honest...I felt kind of...segergated, because when Flo and Steph were hangin in their own lil' circle I was kind of not in their circle, I was mostly looking away...I kind of wanted to chill with the black folks, and in a way, and this might sound soooooooooooooooo harsh, but I didn't want to look like I was part of Steph and Flo's croud...they stood out like a sore thumb, I didn't feel like I fit in, in fact, I didn't want to fit in with them, PERIOD.
U see, they left out the most important thing in their journal and that is...I had Flo drop me off when Steph and Flo wanted to go to another party...and sure, I did make a comment in Flo's journal, saying, "OMG...now I feel like an ass!! SHIT, I should have never went home LOL!!!"...actually, I take that back...I'm glad Flo dropped me off, and u know why...because I don't want to deal with anymore uncomfortness with a croud that I know I would NOT have fun with...and ya'll are thinking, "how do u figure???", because for one, I'm a big, two I'm black & three...I'm a queer woman who doesn't feel comfortable kickin' it with a bunch of L7's that are so..............straight...I'm sorry, but that's just how I feel, just like ya'll felt like ya'll are gonna get stabbed at Ken and Kel's party.
Also, I don't mean to come off hella hypocritical, harsh, make double-standard comments or WHATEVER, but I can understand that we all live in two different worlds, two different cultures, two different envornments...in a nutshell, we're just fucken different, and sure, ya'll are offended by what I said about "L7", but u know what, I didn't want to say anything, but I take offense to ya'll's comments in your journals, like for instance... "We left. All the TJ's people said "peace the fuck out" and we headed over to Todd's house, which thankfully ended up being more fun than the first party. The people were way more chill, we weren't scared of getting raped, and the cops weren't around", or "in a decent house in the non-ghetto part of Fairfield", or "There were already at least 50 people milling around , smoking, drinking, and being loud as fuck. Let me rephrase that: being GHETTO as fuck", OH, and then I heard someone said, "I was afraid I would get stabbed..."u know what...like I said, we're different, but ya'll are *shaking my head*...can I say SQUARES...L7 WEENIES?!!
Man, if they want to smoke weed then I ain't gonna igged them for that, they wanna chill da fuck out, and sure, that young 14 year old chick that was gettin' fucked in the bathroom by a bunch of 21-year-olds was not fucken cool, but "gangbanged"...LOL...c'mon now!! I'ma put it to you like this, ya'll were just scared because ya'll are not used to that kind of envornment & the kind of music that was playing at that party...sure it was rap, but personally, I liked most of it...sure, ya'll said that the next party that you two went to played "good music", but the music at Ken and Kel's wasn't that bad to me...it was just different to ya'll, just like it was different to me to hear ya'll's music...even though I liked some of it ; ) .
But now, I know you two are hating on me now since I said my opinions about you two, the first party and about ya'll's croud, and I'm glad u two had a really good time at the second party, but being around u two, but mainly around your circle...there's just no diversitiy whatsoever...and for the past 3 years I've been kickin' it with a lot of diversed people, mostly peeps from the LGBTPQQI(Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgendered, Pansexual, Questioning, Queer & Inersexed) community, and yes, I do feel comfortable kickin' it with black folks("Ghetto" or not...and yes, their are some black folks that can be "ghetto" at time, but not all of them...I guess I didn't like it commin' out of ya'll's mouths) as well as the LGBTPQQI community because...they're my peoples...and apparently I'm accustomed to that now, just like you two are accustomed to kickin' it with peeps that are straight and..."white"...FUCK IT...call me racist, but ya'll are just too damn white for me, no, no...I mean PROPER...you two are so lack of flava it's not even funny, hell, Steph...YOUR BROTHER has more flava than u do, and sure, he smokes weed and can be obnoxious at times, but I felt more comfortable around him & his croud than I do with yours...there, I said it!! (But let me clarify...I rather be around a bunch of white people that are gay and lesbian and/or have some form of flava than a whole bunch of STRAIGHT WHITE FOLKS who are too damn proper for me...)
So, is this the end of Tiffany kickin' it with Steph and Flo & vise versa...I'ma put it to u like this, ya'll are nice and cool in your own way & I do appreciate you two giving me a chance, but I can't kick it with u two anymore, even though I do thank ya'll for welcoming me to ya'll's world, but it's a world that I don't feel comfortable with...sure, I gave it a shot, I did, but after all of us going to Ken and Kel's party...that toped the cake...and sure, ya'll might think that I'm limiting myself because I decided not to kick it with ya'll, but I can't do it anymore...yeah, yeah, I'm segergating myself, but this is my muthafucken life, and if I don't feel comfortable being around ya'll's circle then that's just me, PERIOD!
So, I guess this means goodbye & I'm taking u two off my list by the way, so u might as well do the same...go ahead, rant and rave all you want, I'm already knowin' what you two are going to say, but really...SAVE IT...so let's just leave it at that.
Steph and Flo...have a good life.
Much Luv
Since Flo and Steph said their POV of the "Ghetto Party" that went down Friday night, I'll might as well say mines...mind u, I might be a lil' forward and kind of rude with my post & I might get chewed out in the end, but fuck it, I need to get this shyt off my chest:
A'ight, check it,
crazymoflo, stephibug and I went to this b-day party here in Fairfield, a party that Flo was invited to by her twin co-workers name Ken and Kel. Now I'm gonna be totally honest...when I seen what the twins looked like in Flo's journal I knew right away they were gonna have one of those parties full of thuggish niggaz...I just had that feeling...and boy my feelings were right LOL!! Anyways, when we got to Ken and Kel's appartment complex...ohh boy, it was off da hook, it was crazy as hell, and from my POV it was nothin' but a bunch of young niggaz tryin' to have some fun, but I knew how to act around them, it was no problem for me, being the black woman that I am, and the kind of party it was...even though I was pretty fucken overwhelmed at first, not scared, just OVERWHELMED, I ain't gonna lie(I told Flo that I was havin' a lil' "culture shock" because I haven't been to a party full of thuggish niggaz in a minute...but really, Flo, Steph and their croud were more culture shocked than anything).
But now, it was overcrouded, we were in a lil' ass appartment, but I wasn't trippin' about them smokin' weed, I wasn't scared that I was gonna get stabbed or raped, it was nothin', but I was gettin' bored...and tired...and more annoyed than anything...and to be honest...I felt kind of...segergated, because when Flo and Steph were hangin in their own lil' circle I was kind of not in their circle, I was mostly looking away...I kind of wanted to chill with the black folks, and in a way, and this might sound soooooooooooooooo harsh, but I didn't want to look like I was part of Steph and Flo's croud...they stood out like a sore thumb, I didn't feel like I fit in, in fact, I didn't want to fit in with them, PERIOD.
U see, they left out the most important thing in their journal and that is...I had Flo drop me off when Steph and Flo wanted to go to another party...and sure, I did make a comment in Flo's journal, saying, "OMG...now I feel like an ass!! SHIT, I should have never went home LOL!!!"...actually, I take that back...I'm glad Flo dropped me off, and u know why...because I don't want to deal with anymore uncomfortness with a croud that I know I would NOT have fun with...and ya'll are thinking, "how do u figure???", because for one, I'm a big, two I'm black & three...I'm a queer woman who doesn't feel comfortable kickin' it with a bunch of L7's that are so..............straight...I'm sorry, but that's just how I feel, just like ya'll felt like ya'll are gonna get stabbed at Ken and Kel's party.
Also, I don't mean to come off hella hypocritical, harsh, make double-standard comments or WHATEVER, but I can understand that we all live in two different worlds, two different cultures, two different envornments...in a nutshell, we're just fucken different, and sure, ya'll are offended by what I said about "L7", but u know what, I didn't want to say anything, but I take offense to ya'll's comments in your journals, like for instance... "We left. All the TJ's people said "peace the fuck out" and we headed over to Todd's house, which thankfully ended up being more fun than the first party. The people were way more chill, we weren't scared of getting raped, and the cops weren't around", or "in a decent house in the non-ghetto part of Fairfield", or "There were already at least 50 people milling around , smoking, drinking, and being loud as fuck. Let me rephrase that: being GHETTO as fuck", OH, and then I heard someone said, "I was afraid I would get stabbed..."u know what...like I said, we're different, but ya'll are *shaking my head*...can I say SQUARES...L7 WEENIES?!!
Man, if they want to smoke weed then I ain't gonna igged them for that, they wanna chill da fuck out, and sure, that young 14 year old chick that was gettin' fucked in the bathroom by a bunch of 21-year-olds was not fucken cool, but "gangbanged"...LOL...c'mon now!! I'ma put it to you like this, ya'll were just scared because ya'll are not used to that kind of envornment & the kind of music that was playing at that party...sure it was rap, but personally, I liked most of it...sure, ya'll said that the next party that you two went to played "good music", but the music at Ken and Kel's wasn't that bad to me...it was just different to ya'll, just like it was different to me to hear ya'll's music...even though I liked some of it ; ) .
But now, I know you two are hating on me now since I said my opinions about you two, the first party and about ya'll's croud, and I'm glad u two had a really good time at the second party, but being around u two, but mainly around your circle...there's just no diversitiy whatsoever...and for the past 3 years I've been kickin' it with a lot of diversed people, mostly peeps from the LGBTPQQI(Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgendered, Pansexual, Questioning, Queer & Inersexed) community, and yes, I do feel comfortable kickin' it with black folks("Ghetto" or not...and yes, their are some black folks that can be "ghetto" at time, but not all of them...I guess I didn't like it commin' out of ya'll's mouths) as well as the LGBTPQQI community because...they're my peoples...and apparently I'm accustomed to that now, just like you two are accustomed to kickin' it with peeps that are straight and..."white"...FUCK IT...call me racist, but ya'll are just too damn white for me, no, no...I mean PROPER...you two are so lack of flava it's not even funny, hell, Steph...YOUR BROTHER has more flava than u do, and sure, he smokes weed and can be obnoxious at times, but I felt more comfortable around him & his croud than I do with yours...there, I said it!! (But let me clarify...I rather be around a bunch of white people that are gay and lesbian and/or have some form of flava than a whole bunch of STRAIGHT WHITE FOLKS who are too damn proper for me...)
So, is this the end of Tiffany kickin' it with Steph and Flo & vise versa...I'ma put it to u like this, ya'll are nice and cool in your own way & I do appreciate you two giving me a chance, but I can't kick it with u two anymore, even though I do thank ya'll for welcoming me to ya'll's world, but it's a world that I don't feel comfortable with...sure, I gave it a shot, I did, but after all of us going to Ken and Kel's party...that toped the cake...and sure, ya'll might think that I'm limiting myself because I decided not to kick it with ya'll, but I can't do it anymore...yeah, yeah, I'm segergating myself, but this is my muthafucken life, and if I don't feel comfortable being around ya'll's circle then that's just me, PERIOD!
So, I guess this means goodbye & I'm taking u two off my list by the way, so u might as well do the same...go ahead, rant and rave all you want, I'm already knowin' what you two are going to say, but really...SAVE IT...so let's just leave it at that.
Steph and Flo...have a good life.
Much Luv