I can't stop shaking. I am full of so many emotions I don't even know what I feel.

Anger, hurt, devastated, terrified, betrayed, mislead....

I hate myself right now...

How many entries have I made where they started out "I have fallen so in love" or "There's this new boy..." or "I've never felt like this before"? Too many right? That's why I don't know how to write about what I'm goin through right now ( Read more... )

I saw Dodgeball this weekend. It was awesome. It was almost as funny as Old School, which I didn't think was possible. Ben Stiller is hilarious! Anyway, you should all go see it. Also saw Shrek 2, Butterfly Effect and Cabin Fever. Shrek 2 was alright, but I didn't find it as amusing as the first one. Butterfly Effect was surprisingly good. I hate ( Read more... )

So I hate that the woman at my job is so lazy, and so stupid, and smells like old crotch. And I hate that no one will say anything to her face. And I hate that she laughs and flirts and leads poor men onto believe that she is a sexy woman when she is far from it. And I hate that she eats extra MAYO on EVERYTHING and then complains about how she can ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in a while due to the fact that my life has become insanely chaotic ( Read more... )

This past weekend I was with a certain somebody. A somebody who made me feel so special that I realized what it is that I love about falling in love. Its that feelin of never being treated so good. Never being spoiled like that completely... It's so wonderful

A - Age: 21 ( Read more... )

Did you ever make a decision that you knew was going to be painful but thought it was for the best? And then after you made your choice, and made it happen, you just felt relieved? That's where I am right now.

The biggest thing I've learned in the past year, is that there is always a silver lining, no matter how bad the clouds may be.

What I finally realized is our argument would never of reached the heights that it did if it weren't for the interjections of that person's online friends. I don't read their journals in efforts to amuse myself, and I don't understand their need to do so. But whatever the case may be, I would like to state that I am not, and never have been " ( Read more... )

BECAUSE PATTI'S FRIENDS ARE A BUNCH OF JUDGEMENTAL LITTLE PIECES OF SHIT, ALL MY ENTRIES ARE NOW GOING TO BE PROTECTED.