My parents keep telling me that God is the only answer and what not, and that no one will make me happy until I can make myself happy, and that I wont find true happiness until I find it in God. I dont even know how to go about that. I know that I rely on others too much and that I have pushed people out of my life by relying on them all the time ( Read more... )

I am so sick of being in the same circle all the time and doing the same thing over and over and over again. I am sick of going through this loop. Yesterday was Daniel's birthday, and I called him to wish him a happy birthday, and well he ended up coming to pick me up and we spent all day together. The whole day was great, until he dropped me ( Read more... )

I was really bored this morning. sorry



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It was pretty outside for there to be a hurricane coming. We flew kites in my back yard today... it was fun. I am so getting a job as soon as possible. I can't take being at home all day by myself. My mom said today that she may spot me my insurance for those two weeks till i get paid or whatever. its going to be like $235 now, because I dont ( Read more... )

My journal is still messing up, I dont know whats wrong with it, because nothing else on my internet shows that the page cannot be displayed... oh well ( Read more... )

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Ugh. My journal really keeps messing up lately. I cant get on and read anything and this is the first time it is actually letting me update it... I have been getting the whole... cannot find server thing. Its being annoying... anyone know how to fix that? Well the past few days have been great. I went to a new councilor today. He was pretty ( Read more... )

Well me and my grand parents went to my house today, so I kinda get some time just to do whatever.... woot. I am so bored. I am so ready for my parents to come home. I want to go out with my friends, ... I am really tired of not being able to go ANYWHERE. I went to church, but that doesnt really count. All of the little middle school girls ( Read more... )

Well today I went to the Senior citizens lunch thing at my grandparents church. I was the only one there under 50, but hey, it was some awesome food. My granny has me cross stitching... I am a rebel now. Its not really that bad. She cooks a lot and I have been eating a lot... I will be as big as a house. I haven't got to talk to any of my ( Read more... )

Well I have gone to days being at my grandparents... its really not that bad. I think that I am going to be as big as a house whenever I leave here though... not good ( Read more... )