Wow... i missed home
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i know i havent updated in a month... THERES A REASON... ive been depressed as fuck...well on top of everything with my uncle... my grades have been down, my roommate moved out, and my sister has gone insane like a mutha fucker... let me break it down for you
The day my uncle passed away as you all know from my last entry i went home right away to see my family i was begging my mom.. let me come home.. so she did.. i came home and she dropped me off at my aunt carolyns where she drove me out to Grandma Janes house in Bayshore so i can see everyone in the family. It was nice spending time with everyone i have missed them all so much. that was only the 2nd time i had been home since i went away to school... even though i didn't get to see people (friends wise) i got to be with my family who i missed terribly... i cant live without them... and my uncle will be missed especially by me.
My grades havent been that great... ive been slacking alot in that area which i shouldnt of done but im making up for it now...it aint over till its christmas so i got my first B on my english paper i was so ecstatic about it you have no idea.
i Came home for the 3rd time about 4 or 5 weeks ago... i came home for my friend April because well, she was playin and she had no idea i was coming home so i was all set ready to come home but on thursday my mom was suppose to send money in the mail... it never came SO i thought i was going to be stuck at home i didn't want that because i missed my friends i wanted to see april and what not so my good friend lindsey WHO IS THE BOMB! offered 2 come 2 NJ drive me home and meet me at ligaly later that night... HOW AWESOME OF A FRIEND IS THAT! pretty fuckin awesome if you ask me... so i went to ligaly and i saw every1 and every1 didnt konw i was gonna be there and i shocked every1 it was great being missed that just part 1 of my night part 2 i went 2 the phish 2 see april play and it was a 5 dollar cover charge i was meetin all my friends there and they were PSYCHED 2 see me and my friend april was stoked it was mad cool i didnt get home till late which is alright cuz after the phish i went 2 my friend james house with jodi and tianna and there friend and jodi was like strokin my hair and stuff and it was good 2 see my friends again i miss em
my roommate moved out on a wed like 3 weeks ago im ok with it i guess i dunno why she moved out but im not complainin i gotta single now lol
the next few weeks at school have been tough but ive been gettin through them ok on the 29th of october i had a fall ball for the student volunteers association and it was an awesome turnout i was dressed up as a dead girl goin 2 prom... dont ask lol ... the next few days i tried 2 make go by quickly cuz I WAS GOING HOME ON NOV 5TH FRIDAY AFTER CLASS WHHOOO HOOOO
after class my friend lauren drove me to the trainstation and i didnt know when i was getting a train and all of a sudden i see my friend mike HE WAS TAKING THE SAME TRAIN AS ME i was so happy we had a great time we got off in newark and i switched trains while he went home i got home at 330 and i asked my mom can we stop at CVS shes like sure so i went 2 CVS and i see lyndsey kyra and Bobby and im like 'wow u guys look like ur havin fun' and lyndsey was like 'O M G!" and she ran up and hugged me and i hugged kyra and bobby and it felt good 2 be home it really did... then that night i went 2 ligaly right in the middle of a sex talk! i see lindsey (not cvs lyndsey the lindsey that drove me home a few weeks b4) and i gave her a hug and a kiss and as soon as the talk was over i was trampled AGAIN and i saw my ex jen and she was just looking hot as fuck and i hugged all my friends and i caught up with every1 it was great and jen and i were hanging out some what in the middle of whole thing and we make out alot and i was like "THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN MISSING... IVE BEEN MISSIN GIRLS!" lol it was so cool then miguel brought me home and the next day i was restin up cuz i had a long night ahead of me
well i went 2 cher's party and the minute i get there the owner of the bar, steve, was like "WHERE IN THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!" Im like "CANADA CUZ BUSH WON!" he just laughed and i went inside and i said high 2 lauren, her sister, and my other friends and Cher came walking by and shes like "O M G!...WHERE IN THE HELL DID U COME FROM!" I gave her a big hug and i was soooooooooooo happy and it was great then Aly and her sis Jen showed up and jen was like OMG! ALY ITS CARA and aly was like "oh shit..." lol ... i gave her a big asss hug and we sat down and we were like "its 2 weird 2 be here we barely know n e 1" then i got up and i took lauren 2 the bathroom with me and im like "call jodi she hasnt gotten here yet" shes like "call nessa's phone" im like "ok" so im callin her and im like "WHERE ARE U GUYS!!!!!! I CAME OUT HERE 2 SEE U ALL AND UR NO... NEVERMIND" i hung up cuz jodi was right next 2 me lol i gave her the biggest hug i ever gave n e 1 and vanessa and james and it was just great i was so happy then all of a sudden i see 5 people who were a year a head of me who i went 2 school with we had a mutal friend... named sue...and one of em came up 2 me and i was like "we went 2 highschool 2gether" lol its funny how things turn out the people i wanted 2 know the crush i wanted 2 talk 2 for 3 years goes 2 the same bar i do HOW AWESOME IS THAT lol n e way i went all aorund just talkin 2 people and my friends jodi and tianna show up and they are like "lets go 2 aprils party" so!
they drove me 2 aprils party where i would meet all my friends at the bar and i saw christine WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN 4EVER i was so happy like soooooooooooo fuckin happy cuz i havent seen her she was like just as shocked 2 see me as i was 2 see her i went inside and i see april and katie and there singing and im like "hey stranger" and they were like "omg what are u doing here" im like "i came home lol" and they got up and hugged me and i got some beer... well i remember that i lost track of how much i drank and i was watchin identity and Jodi (from da phish) went downstairs with some guy and i was upset even though i shouldnt be i was and it sucked and i was upset and they were gonna take me back 2 school with them but i wanted 2 go home and they took me home and thats all i remember but it was an awesome night now im back at school hopefully things will work out my schedule and stuff... we'll see ... till next time later ya'll
i know i havent updated in a month... THERES A REASON... ive been depressed as fuck...well on top of everything with my uncle... my grades have been down, my roommate moved out, and my sister has gone insane like a mutha fucker... let me break it down for you
The day my uncle passed away as you all know from my last entry i went home right away to see my family i was begging my mom.. let me come home.. so she did.. i came home and she dropped me off at my aunt carolyns where she drove me out to Grandma Janes house in Bayshore so i can see everyone in the family. It was nice spending time with everyone i have missed them all so much. that was only the 2nd time i had been home since i went away to school... even though i didn't get to see people (friends wise) i got to be with my family who i missed terribly... i cant live without them... and my uncle will be missed especially by me.
My grades havent been that great... ive been slacking alot in that area which i shouldnt of done but im making up for it now...it aint over till its christmas so i got my first B on my english paper i was so ecstatic about it you have no idea.
i Came home for the 3rd time about 4 or 5 weeks ago... i came home for my friend April because well, she was playin and she had no idea i was coming home so i was all set ready to come home but on thursday my mom was suppose to send money in the mail... it never came SO i thought i was going to be stuck at home i didn't want that because i missed my friends i wanted to see april and what not so my good friend lindsey WHO IS THE BOMB! offered 2 come 2 NJ drive me home and meet me at ligaly later that night... HOW AWESOME OF A FRIEND IS THAT! pretty fuckin awesome if you ask me... so i went to ligaly and i saw every1 and every1 didnt konw i was gonna be there and i shocked every1 it was great being missed that just part 1 of my night part 2 i went 2 the phish 2 see april play and it was a 5 dollar cover charge i was meetin all my friends there and they were PSYCHED 2 see me and my friend april was stoked it was mad cool i didnt get home till late which is alright cuz after the phish i went 2 my friend james house with jodi and tianna and there friend and jodi was like strokin my hair and stuff and it was good 2 see my friends again i miss em
my roommate moved out on a wed like 3 weeks ago im ok with it i guess i dunno why she moved out but im not complainin i gotta single now lol
the next few weeks at school have been tough but ive been gettin through them ok on the 29th of october i had a fall ball for the student volunteers association and it was an awesome turnout i was dressed up as a dead girl goin 2 prom... dont ask lol ... the next few days i tried 2 make go by quickly cuz I WAS GOING HOME ON NOV 5TH FRIDAY AFTER CLASS WHHOOO HOOOO
after class my friend lauren drove me to the trainstation and i didnt know when i was getting a train and all of a sudden i see my friend mike HE WAS TAKING THE SAME TRAIN AS ME i was so happy we had a great time we got off in newark and i switched trains while he went home i got home at 330 and i asked my mom can we stop at CVS shes like sure so i went 2 CVS and i see lyndsey kyra and Bobby and im like 'wow u guys look like ur havin fun' and lyndsey was like 'O M G!" and she ran up and hugged me and i hugged kyra and bobby and it felt good 2 be home it really did... then that night i went 2 ligaly right in the middle of a sex talk! i see lindsey (not cvs lyndsey the lindsey that drove me home a few weeks b4) and i gave her a hug and a kiss and as soon as the talk was over i was trampled AGAIN and i saw my ex jen and she was just looking hot as fuck and i hugged all my friends and i caught up with every1 it was great and jen and i were hanging out some what in the middle of whole thing and we make out alot and i was like "THIS IS WHAT IVE BEEN MISSING... IVE BEEN MISSIN GIRLS!" lol it was so cool then miguel brought me home and the next day i was restin up cuz i had a long night ahead of me
well i went 2 cher's party and the minute i get there the owner of the bar, steve, was like "WHERE IN THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!" Im like "CANADA CUZ BUSH WON!" he just laughed and i went inside and i said high 2 lauren, her sister, and my other friends and Cher came walking by and shes like "O M G!...WHERE IN THE HELL DID U COME FROM!" I gave her a big hug and i was soooooooooooo happy and it was great then Aly and her sis Jen showed up and jen was like OMG! ALY ITS CARA and aly was like "oh shit..." lol ... i gave her a big asss hug and we sat down and we were like "its 2 weird 2 be here we barely know n e 1" then i got up and i took lauren 2 the bathroom with me and im like "call jodi she hasnt gotten here yet" shes like "call nessa's phone" im like "ok" so im callin her and im like "WHERE ARE U GUYS!!!!!! I CAME OUT HERE 2 SEE U ALL AND UR NO... NEVERMIND" i hung up cuz jodi was right next 2 me lol i gave her the biggest hug i ever gave n e 1 and vanessa and james and it was just great i was so happy then all of a sudden i see 5 people who were a year a head of me who i went 2 school with we had a mutal friend... named sue...and one of em came up 2 me and i was like "we went 2 highschool 2gether" lol its funny how things turn out the people i wanted 2 know the crush i wanted 2 talk 2 for 3 years goes 2 the same bar i do HOW AWESOME IS THAT lol n e way i went all aorund just talkin 2 people and my friends jodi and tianna show up and they are like "lets go 2 aprils party" so!
they drove me 2 aprils party where i would meet all my friends at the bar and i saw christine WHO I HAVENT SEEN IN 4EVER i was so happy like soooooooooooo fuckin happy cuz i havent seen her she was like just as shocked 2 see me as i was 2 see her i went inside and i see april and katie and there singing and im like "hey stranger" and they were like "omg what are u doing here" im like "i came home lol" and they got up and hugged me and i got some beer... well i remember that i lost track of how much i drank and i was watchin identity and Jodi (from da phish) went downstairs with some guy and i was upset even though i shouldnt be i was and it sucked and i was upset and they were gonna take me back 2 school with them but i wanted 2 go home and they took me home and thats all i remember but it was an awesome night now im back at school hopefully things will work out my schedule and stuff... we'll see ... till next time later ya'll