so the past week or so has just been all kinds of weird. i mean seriously my mood had just been fluxing so much i just don't know what to do. i really think i am better though so that is good. it has just been school work and the like so i don't really think there is much i can do about it. cindy is just as amazing as ever and she just makes ( Read more... )

stepping off of the bus into the 45 degree oneonta weather ain't what it used to be. all i want right now is to be back in the arms of the one that i love. i love you so much cindy. i am reliving every moment in my head and there is just no need for an entry on it, just know that i have never been more happy and i am so in love. you will know ( Read more... )

i have finally decided that i am making my livejournal exclusive to friends. if you want to be one of my friends to read about my life, ask me to add you. if you don't have livejournal and you really care to read my livejournal, then make an account. see ya.

this link is to a post i wrote on absolutepunk.net it is what my journal entry would have been had a wrote it in here. i wanted more people to read it so i posted it there. thanks for reading ( Read more... )

i the world of nate lets not even try to figure out what the fuck is wrong with him. because in fact no one cares and for once that is actually a good thing. i don't don't think it is that no one cares, more so that ehh i don't know. well i am back with alana and i am so insanely happy about it i think i might soil myself. but yeah. after ( Read more... )

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i did something last night that didn't make me feel to good about anything but i knew it was the right thing to do for right now. i told alana that i have been unhappy for awile and that i didn't want to be unhappy anymore. i don't, i was so scared telling her and even more afraid of how it was or is going to turn out, because honestly i don't ( Read more... )

well after another outting in my ever transfiguring autobiography i am happy to say that i am happy. everyone is content therefore the feeling is mutually transposed onto me. and yes i finally got my nightmare of you show. which reminds me that me and alana are going to see them march 6th and that date couldn't come soon enough.

well in the past couple of days alot has taken place. lets just say that my life has a lot of substance. let me start off by saying it is a snow day here at oneonta state college and i couldn't be much happier right now aside from the fact that i would love to be with alana right now. well the interesting part of this story comes from what ( Read more... )

i have been hanging out with harry (best friend from home) all weekend and now it is monday and i am through two of my classes with two more to go. everything is good in the love life. it is also interesting. alana and i had a chat about how everything is and i told her the things that really bother me sometimes and we are really going to make a ( Read more... )