for once i don't want to settle for anything ordinary ( Read more... )

i don't know what i'm doing anymore.
even making the smallest decision is hard for me.
i was always the girl that knew what she wanted. but now i'm not sure of anything.

i guess i'm going back to ny on tuesday.
i'm not packed or ready.
my mom wants to stay for like 4 days with me.
there isn't even any furniture at our place yet. 
i'm going to be ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't handle life anymore ( Read more... )

seriously, i don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

i'm counting down the days until i can go home...
sit on my couch. 
relax.
hang out with the 2 coolest dogs in the world.
hang out with my family and friends.
see jose and go to some sweet concerts <3

my dad is making the 7 hour drive up to nyc on wednesday.
and we're driving home friday.
i still don't have a job. i'll probably just take the internship ( Read more... )

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i'm going to trl tomorrow to see ZACH BRAFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't believe it! i'm going to be oh about 2 feet away from the love of my life.
without me knowing, victor emailed my boss sam and let her know i was in love with him and they got me on.
it was super sad saying goodbye to everyone today, but i'm ( Read more... )

zach braff is going to be on trl on friday ( Read more... )

out of nowhere fall returned.
thursday and friday were so chilly. i love it.
but the important thing is, pumpkin spice lattes are back at starbucks!!!
now i'm trying to be a civilized human being and cutting myself off at 1 a day.

this was on the back of my starbucks cup the other day:
"i used to feel so alone in the city. all those gazillions of ( Read more... )

so pretty much nothing went as planned this week ( Read more... )

i didn't think it was possible to be this nauseous ( Read more... )