ok hello. its like midnite and for some stange reason i just got hella hyped. im sitting on my bed with kelsey, intensley thinking about Best Wishes. and im so pysced cuz i really think that someday in some magical way or another it will get made. and it gives me another excuse to write. the movie's set in late october novemeber, the autumn, and i ( Read more... )

so im just alone, being washed. cuz im watching saved by the bell....the college years!!! what the hell is up with that? its not the same without "itsss alllright cuz im saved by the bell." and the neon colors and patterned sweaters from the early 90's. holy shit, someone just rang my doorbell. i dont wanna answer it. duh im so paranoid. it was ( Read more... )

hello. im just hanging out at my house with my boo. i took the driving test today in the city, and i failed. then i cried for about 5 hours. i was also really embarssed and ashamed of myself. but i got over it. i have to wait till the 20th to take it again cuz every dmv in the area is booked solid till then. fucking sophmores, ill kill you. wait ( Read more... )

so i got my wisdom teeth removed on tuesday the 28th. this week's been awesome. picture wednesday: home in bed, watching "step by step" and high on percocet. the rest of the days were very simular. it was wonderful. i didnt have to work, just a little time, and i didnt have any panic attacks all week. now i know why people like percocet so much. ( Read more... )

i wish i could smoke pot
its been so long that now im afraid to go back. what that hell am i gunna do???????

in the words of one of the songs i used to love to be stoned to--- "you might think im crazy but im serious!"

i thought i'd never be here dammit! i want to go back and change things. i need to get high. please let me.

hey. today was another long day of work. completely mind numbing, and talking about it only makes me feel lame. so im back at my house, alone. a little bored. last nite i realized that i havent written in my actually journal since march. the things i write in here arent private, but its still something to do with my life ( Read more... )

"wherefore speaks this to her he hates?"

just a thought from junior year.

so today i got up at around 10:30 or so. had some pretty twacked dreams (but atleast in the dream i happend to be wearing this hot little YSL dress with some prada stillettos--im not even joking...but they should have been YSL shoes, those kick ass) anyway, i was walking down the streets of larkspur in this getup, but in dreams locations are all ( Read more... )

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OK---MY BOYFRIEND AND I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE ANOTHER MIX---BUT THIS ONE ISNT A RAP MIX (LIKE ALL OF THE OTHER MIXES....)

SO----PLEASE HELP ME OUT AND LIST SOME SONGS YOU THINK WE SHOULD PUT ON IT (WE JUST CANT THINK OF A WHOLE LOT!)

THE IDEA FOR THE MIX IS ----"OH, SHIT, I REMEMBER THAT SONG!"
SO THINK ABOUT THAT......

THANKS
LOVE RACHEL