If I rolled out my heart so you could see all the scars ( Read more... )

Count the scars
How much do I love you?
Let me count the scars.
How many tears have I cried?
Let me count the stars.

I am never good enough for you.
I am wrong no matter what I say or do.

Had i wanted you to translate what i wrote, i would've said so. The point of writing in a foreign language was so that i could get things off my chest without running the risk of someone understanding it. and yes, Anya is more trustworthy. She and i have never fought like you and i did. i would not expect her to talk to him and bad talk me. but as ( Read more... )

the one person i never thought would lie.....did. about a lot of things. to many of my friends. and they lied by omission to me. whats up with that? Rob-if you find out who i am talking about-do NOT talk to them. i cant deal with it. you speak with them-i dont speak with you. EVER. Julie and Anya, you both have my permission to talk to him. i cant ( Read more... )

hello everyone. welcome to the first real entry on here. i hope you enjoy yourself. i dont know what kind of journal this will be(crushes, quizzes, diary, etc) but now i shall give you a diaryish one. i have a job now. im working with my moms friend. $6 an hour-5-10 hours a week. not bad, eh? hopefully i will actually TALK to John today-maybe sort ( Read more... )

1. something to say to me? say it to my face. not on the journal.

2. don't swear at me or my friends on my journal

3. do not attempt to post anonymously and be a jerk-I will find out who you are.

4. be respectful

5. comment if you have something to say that relates to the post (or if you think I got my information wrong)

6. when I say be nice ( Read more... )

Hey everyone!! livejournal number 5! w00t. yes. comment. be nice. enjoy. rules WILL BE POSTED AND FOLLOWED. this is my journal. you will respect what i say. i dont mean to sound bitchy, but there will be no drama like my other ones. enjoy your stay.