FIRSTS
First job: McDonalds...
First self purchased CD: alanis morrisette.
First piercing/tattoo: ears. a classic.
First true love: lust maybe? ben.
First enemy: you.
LASTS
Last big car ride: the coast.
Last kiss: it's a secret...try hours.
Last library book checked out: dead girls don't wear diamonds.
Last movie seen: final destination with my sarah and my caseybenn.
Last beverage drank: d.p.
Last food consumed: a mini baby ruth. halloween candy rox.
Last phone call: my sarah love.
Last CD played: hawthorne heights.
Last annoyance: the chill in the air
Last soda drank: diet pepsi...we have discussed this.
I....
I WANT: you.
I HAVE: to write.
I WISH: to trade happy for sad
I HATE: heartless people
I FEAR: your indecision
I HEAR: new life
I WONDER: about the world and its greatness.
I REGRET: nothing.
I LOVE: sarah.
I DANCE: all the time
I SING: kind of a lot.
I CRY: too much for my liking.
YES or NO:
YOU KEEP A DIARY: yes.
YOU LIKE TO COOK: no.
YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: no.
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: not so much.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: someday.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: only when i read.
THINK YOU'RE A HEALTH FREAK: def. not.
FAVORITES
NUMBER: 2
COLOR: blackest black and crisp white.
DAY: thursday, october 28, 2004.
MONTH: october.
DRINK: diet. fuck you for repeating the same question.
PREFERENCES
cuddle or make out: uhh..make out.
chocolate milk or hot chocolate: hot chocolate.
dark or white chocolate: white.
vanilla or chocolate: chocolate.
IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
cried? no.
helped someone? i tried my best.
bought something? mmm...#10's. <3
gotten sick? only over you.
gone to the movies? no.
said 'i love you'?: haha yes. i have a girlfriend.
missed an ex?: yes..but it's not what you think.
written in a journal?: every single hour.
had a serious talk?: yea....how'd it go?
missed someone? yes.
hugged someone? yes.
i saw my lover at the grocery store. he is hot. slightly gay, but it's all the same.