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im dropping it. i'm letting it allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll go. every single bit of it.
I DONT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS BUT,
It's so meaningless.
they (me) spend so much dang time focusing on it. it affects who they are, how they act, everything they do. it's their life. and one day they're going to have burnt so many bridges, destroyed SO many relationships, theyre not going to have anything left except breakdowns and clothes and ruined hair. and theyre going to be slapped in the face with the truth. and theyre going to realize how much time they jsut wasted with one thing.
Jesus told me if i let go I'll see His beauty in so many other things. and i'll be so happy, happier than i am with the way my life is, i'll never feel a joy so heavy on my heart, and i'll be so glad. but i have to drop it now. i can't wait. right now. 1 :35 p.m. I have to drop it or it's going to take over my life and I'll never recieve the prize God has in store for me. I'll never see the blessings God desiirres to pour out on me. so im dropping it. all. everything.
Jesus is so much more important. ifndnfskdfj
Jesus isn't telling me to give up who I am though, or what i DO love. He's just telling me to give up everything that isn't me. that wasnt intended for my pleasure. He knows all about me. and he knows what to give me to make me happy, so i'm giving it all over to Him. I trust Him. i love him.
sk;lfjsdf i cant explain it.
Jesus gave this to me >>> Ecclesiastes 12: 1- 8
"Don't let the excitement of youth cuase you to forget your Creator. Honor him in your youth before you grow old and no longer enjoy living. It will be too late then to remember him, when the light of the moon and stars is dim to your old eyes, and there is no silver lining on the clouds. Your limbs will tremble with age, your strong legs will grow weak. Your teeth will be too few to do their weak, and you will be lind. and when your teeth are gone, keep your lips tightly closed when you eat.
Even the chirping of birds will wake you up. But you yourself will be deaf and tuneless, with a quavering voice. You will be afraid of heights and of falling, white-haired and withered, dragging along without any desire to live. You will be standing at death's door.
SO, yes, remember your creator now while you are young, before the silver cord of life snaps and the golden bowl is broken. Don't wait until the water jar is smashed at the spring and the pulley os broken at the well. For then the dust will return to the Earth, and the spirit will return to God who gave it.
"All is meaningless," says the the teacher, " utterly meaningless." "
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