today, as i woman, i met hell on earth. my monthly present came at rush hour during work. with no reinforcement my father went to the store and bought me some feminine products....mind you....he volunteered. true devotion to one's daughter is this. fathers be aware of such wonderfulnesses, boyfriends, too.

so.......i don't like being the cashier. period, that's it. i don't like people, i think they are so dense. they don't listen to one word you are saying and they are the ones asking the freaking questions. when one has to repeat the same thing to a hundred or so guests, it gets a little old. come on guys, i am telling the dude you are ordering with ( Read more... )

convincing myself that my selfish desire to have children is wrong since they are all going to die in an apocalyptic fashion when the world ends. if not my children than my children's children or my children's children's children.....i am desiring to have children so they can suffer. i am sick, man ( Read more... )

so i've probably written something about this before but it is now refreshed in my mind. i saw today on the facebook there is a group for this boy who was in my grade at Sayre. He died a couple of years ago in Iraq. Just another reminder of how long this thing has been going on. It had pictures of him on it, it was just so surreal. i've lost touch ( Read more... )

i'm swinging from hour to hour, strumming from day to day all my blues away. i drive miles to and fro just to go home again. it's always home, something i hope i never lose.

so everyone hates the son or daughter who inherits or gets to run daddy-o's business even if they know jack shit, right? is it different if they work along with others, and get promoted or trained or whatever at the same time. or should they have to work twice as hard, take twice as long to get promoted even if they are doing their job properly and ( Read more... )

you get used to being alone, find it comforting in a way. my awkwardness would keep me away from most. i can flirt and be so obviously in love with someone but never get close to them, that's the hard part. but it's times like these when it changes. all i do is work and sleep and i am sick purely because i am sick of being somewhere so much that it ( Read more... )

couldn't you of wrapped yourself in lace or some other translucent fabric so i could seek brief peaks of your insides. the artichokes have stolen my heart and i fear the worst. i forsee a land of fickle pickles dilling their way into holes in society. craving the fulfillment of legacy and replacing it with cocoa powder of twelve different sorts, ( Read more... )

correction, says wikipedia Joseph ain't talked about, his death wasn't even recorded, all eyes were on his son i guess, poor guy. well modern day Joseph is kick ass.........and agnostic.........and sins a lot.

i want to marry a modern day Joseph. a carpenter who is good with his hands, heh heh, and a man that will believe his pregnant "virgin" fiancee's story.......i guess i should look into whatever else he did, he's like a big part of the bible, eh? he was good though, right? bible knowers?