Okay, seriously, today has been the worst day of my life!!!
First, I want to download something from the inernet and surprise. Trojans swimming in my computer. >.<
Then, I check out the new Gazette PV [Before I Decay], and realize that Kai has a new hairdo. And supposing you don't know, Kai is my ultimate obsession. And also, supposing you don't know, I HATE that rasta thingie. I can't even explain his hair. He has like three or four lines of visible scalp, his hair is long and I think half of it is rasta and half not. He looks like a bad combination between himself and A-san. I had this freaking rampage and I started arguing with his poster[which I do a lot >>''].
After I calmed down. I read the AnCafe blog. Would you look at that, they took a break. Now in order to understand the impact that has had on me, Ancafe is the band that got me into this addiction of japanese things. And I've been a fan for 4-5 years now. That is before Bou-chan left the band. I was mentally crushed when he left. And now, this break. I respect their decision and really if they want to perform for us anymore than so be it but I can't help being sad about it. Lately I've been really pessimistic and I hate when my favourite band do that cuz I have the feeling it's permanent.
It's cloudy outside. I wish I could see the stars...